DDraceNetwork - off-topic

is there a condition where you keep thinking you don't have much time left.

TsFreddie

is there a condition where you keep thinking you don't have much time left.

A sense of impending doom is a valid diagnostic criteria for some diseases

Mostly depression and anxiety, but also heart attacks

oof

14:20

i just feel like i should do something

Or apparently blood transfusions can cause it too. That's bizarre

and I can't stop looking at the time even when my leader dragged me into running in the gym

14:21

nice

TsFreddie

i just feel like i should do something

Maybe you are forgetting something very important

Ryozuki

nice

i won't do it if he doesn't force me to

u just need to be forced enough days

i also don't feel comfortable changing clothes in the changing room

14:22

maybe i'm too gay

14:22

TsFreddie

i also don't feel comfortable changing clothes in the changing room

That goes away when you notice literally no one cares about you and your existence is irrelevant

Learath2

That goes away when you notice literally no one cares about you and your existence is irrelevant

ye, but i don't want to keep looking at others lmao

14:23

Ohh, yeah you were gay, hmmm. That is an issue

our leader is kinda cute but he already has a kid which made me more unconfortable about myself lmao

14:24

Don't wreck his home

no i won't

14:25

but don't tell me you don't look at girls from time to time

14:25

~~especially if they are changing clothes~~

14:25

it's just weird and i can't even acknowledge it.

Ryozuki

u just need to be forced enough days

ye but he's probably too busy to force me into doing it everyday

14:27

Learath2

That goes away when you notice literally no one cares about you and your existence is irrelevant

it goes away when ur not ashamed of ur body too justatest

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14:28

im weak

Ryozuki

it goes away when ur not ashamed of ur body too justatest

Gym people around me are the greatest sufferers of body dysmorphia ever

i personally was a bit shy to change first

14:29

but now im proud

14:29

kek

TsFreddie

but don't tell me you don't look at girls from time to time

Yeah I can imagine a mixed changing room would be much more uncomfy

Learath2

Maybe you are forgetting something very important

what could it be

14:31

it's weird to imagine there are something i've been forgetting for a year

14:31

Oh for a year, hm, then it's unlikely to be forgetting sth

14:32

I guess you are the proud owner of a generalized anxiety disorder or depression, congrats

or maybe my brain is telling me it's been a year but it started yesterday. that's possible but I wouldn't really know

14:33

anxiety gang

btw go to dentist if u can afford it

my health insurance covers it

14:33

and yes, i've been planning to go to a dentist for the past 7 months

14:33

and yes, i haven't got to it

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14:34

14:35

idk if one of my tooth filling fell off or there was a new cavity thing. but one of my tooth had a huge hole in it since last month

14:35

14:36

and i still don't feel like making an appointment for no reason

this is one of the things u will regret later in life

you're supposed to go to the dentist twice a year (in germany)

i don't think chinese people in general cares about their teeth. but i know i should go

14:37

i just don't feel like it

i have to get some wisdom tooth extracted I think

i already had all four out

14:38

one of them got me a month long infection oof

14:39

my upper two actually sits pretty ok position wise, but i couldn't reach them when brushing and they just rots so i asked them to took them out

14:39

I got lucky enough that my wisdom teeth are straight enough that there is no point to removing them

good gene roll

One of them is half exposed though, so I need to be careful to keep that clean as it's an amazing place for bacteria

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-u950wVJFgc

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2 Mello & MILLION SUNDAY - Biollante (Official Audio)

TsFreddie

one of them got me a month long infection oof

wtf

15:49

i think it was just bad luck. they didn't realise how bad the tooth sits, and ended up chipping it with a hammer before yanking it out

15:49

15:49

then the wound is too huge

15:50

they didn't give me stiches for some reason

@Learath2 have you played rotaeno yet

TsFreddie

@Learath2 have you played rotaeno yet

I played a bit but I seem to lack the dexterity to play such games anymore

16:06

I finished the game

I guess my brain is also not very well adjusted to these more "free-form" rhythm games. I can still do more linear ones but on these I just can't keep track of the notes

I can't really play games like arcaea. but rotaeno is really fun and intuitive for me

16:07

The one I played the most is muse dash I think

i can't really play muse dash as well

16:08

it feels too visually busy

Oh that's true

TsFreddie

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When you said "finished" I thought you just did all the songs. Not all perfect, damn

ye i literally finished it. all collectables and stuff

I own minecraft right