shame on admins for having a life, family, work, kids, other stuff to do, and not being able to be a degen playing 24/7 on a game to win a argument, yet they still keep the game u love online and working, because surprise, the servers dont survive by themselves, they surely have no simpathy as you say, they want u to lose ur ranks and they hate u in specific
what did u do? bot multiple times even after being given second and third chances, and wasting time on pointless arguments, the truth is, you deserve aboslutely nothing, and nobody owes u anything
u can always run your own ddnet network though, its free and open source
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