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Between 2023-03-24 00:00:00Z and 2023-03-25 00:00:00Z
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firefox crashed... how dare it, i thought it's uncrashable on linux
00:06
also before accusation, i wasnt doing anything in background, only steam is running, and firefox had manga tabs + youtube tab playing sounds
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Overlord
firefox crashed... how dare it, i thought it's uncrashable on linux
Lumpy ◐ω◑ 2023-03-24 06:16:22Z
you're just a magnet for crashes
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u rly are
07:09
firefox never crashed for me (edited)
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firefox defs not most stable browser xd
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ELDEN RING update 1.09 is now available. Full patch notes can be viewed here: https://t.co/Su9mOtjsXj Please apply this patch to continue playing #ELDENRING online.
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07:28
i need to play again
07:28
oh they added ray tracing
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uh
07:29
ray tracing without dlss
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kek
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Ryozuki
Click to see attachment 🖼️
xD
07:44
never hire chillerdragon as main UI designer
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xd
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Lumpy ◐ω◑ 2023-03-24 08:25:23Z
@Ryozuki where is the ddnet settings folder? wiki says ~/.local/share/ddnet but no such folder, I launched the game if that matters
08:27
oh I think I can open it via the game itself
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Where is it then?
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Lumpy ◐ω◑ 2023-03-24 08:36:14Z
if I understand it correctly it's ~/var/app/com.valvesoftware.Steam/.local/share/ddnet
08:36
but when I copy my settings there it doesn't work thonk
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Ryozuki
i need to play again
If you want. I can join.
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Lumpy ◐ω◑
but when I copy my settings there it doesn't work thonk
Lumpy ◐ω◑ 2023-03-24 08:45:41Z
copied it again and it worked justatest is it ok that the settings in this weird steam folder?
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Lumpy ◐ω◑
copied it again and it worked justatest is it ok that the settings in this weird steam folder?
.config/ddnet i think
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Ryozuki
.config/ddnet i think
Lumpy ◐ω◑ 2023-03-24 08:54:51Z
where do I put it thonk
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~/.local/share/ddnet
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DDraceNetwork, a free cooperative platformer game. Contribute to ddnet/ddnet development by creating an account on GitHub.
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Ryozuki
~/.local/share/ddnet
Lumpy ◐ω◑ 2023-03-24 09:00:04Z
ye I don't have that folder
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open the game once
09:00
its DDNet tho i think
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Lumpy ◐ω◑ 2023-03-24 09:00:32Z
I did, have you read my messages? justatest
09:00
then put it in there
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~/.local/share/DDNet
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Lumpy ◐ω◑ 2023-03-24 09:01:07Z
well I opened it through the game and apparently it's ~/var/app/com.valvesoftware.Steam/.local/share/ddnet
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did u put where i said anyway
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Lumpy ◐ω◑ 2023-03-24 09:01:51Z
nope, it's working like that
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NEW: Deutsche Bank shares slump more than 10% and its credit-default swaps surge amid wider concerns about the banking sector https://t.co/QQp1UFpOrv
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@Ryozuki thank you news channel #1 (edited)
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fr ur always posting worldwide news xd
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the world is ending, need to make sure everyone knows kek
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Ryozuki
the world is ending, need to make sure everyone knows kek
yes
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Sometimes when I talk about this with a few friends, they just say "Nahh, I dont watch them news everyday, I dont even wanna know all this shit"
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fokkonaut
Sometimes when I talk about this with a few friends, they just say "Nahh, I dont watch them news everyday, I dont even wanna know all this shit"
This is how well adjusted people are
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ye most ppl dont care
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Learath2
This is how well adjusted people are
F4
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I bet this is why I don't have a gf
11:14
Need to care less abour this nerd shit
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yeah reading news is the reason u dont have a gf
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Ryozuki
yeah reading news is the reason u dont have a gf
Exactly, news is lame, uncool
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knowing 1+1=2 is nerd too
11:14
bruv
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I think its important to get to know a few things, but without "caring" too much. You have to learn there is things you have and dont have an impact on. If you go crazy about the things u cant change, then u will get crazy
11:15
i just find it interesting
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same
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i cant change banks
11:15
xd
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exactly xd
11:15
Its just important to split that in your mind
11:15
cuz otherwise u might start saying this about things you could actually change xd
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Learath2
Need to care less abour this nerd shit
No, thats actually not the case. You just have to sell yourself in a different way and dont start a convo with "Yesterday I debugged a bug for 10 hours until I found the missing semicolon" :P
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Learath2
This is how well adjusted people are
On one hand i could agree, because it saves a lot of time, not reading and thinking about that, on the other its good to know when shit goes down
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u can be a nerd
11:17
but
11:17
u need to hide it
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a little
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atleast initially
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once u know eachother more its fine
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i guess
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i dont know cuz i also dont have a gf kek
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u can let it shine through here and there, so they know ur actually smart
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just not too straight forward xd
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omg
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@Learath2 just dont talk about the C standard upfront
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do it when u get to bed
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kek
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this reminds me about the switches
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cut through
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store and forward
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blabla
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pssss "did you know rust is memory safe?"
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At night
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God, getting a gf is so easy, just play any visual novel and u get how to 101... visual novel: "You are transfered to girls only dormitory because boy"s one is full"
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Visual Novels are fake
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@Overlord since u played many tell me a good one
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having a chat and drink with a girl
  • sorry i gtg i just remembered how i can fix this bug
gigachad 1
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Thats understandable tho
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i note that down
11:20
on my phone
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But you could invite her
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when thath appens
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And show her your server
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lol xD
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Ryozuki
knowing 1+1=2 is nerd too
Exactly. Knowing anything is lame. Absolute nerd behaviour
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my gf actually knows a lot of shit about my server
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oh no u got a gf
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Ryozuki
i note that down
How do I decrypt this note I wrote 20 minutes ago
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get out!
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haha
11:21
git push
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ill git push --force you
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smirk
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You are now on my gitignore
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Ryozuki
@Overlord since u played many tell me a good one
I havent played that many tbh, because one take shitload of time, i did relate to happymaher for 1/2 of duration, i actually buy steamdeck to play those, also there was one called eternal torment, but i had no time to play after 70%
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i have one on my wishlist i think
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Honestly, if you're having an affair you just gotta do git rebase -i HEAD^ and get that shit out of the history
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fokkonaut
my gf actually knows a lot of shit about my server
imagine having a gf
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I would never register a visual novel in my steam library (edited)
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Ryozuki
i have one on my wishlist i think
Steins;gate VN might be very good tho
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cant be me
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I would never register a visual novel in my steam library (edited)
A wise choise, it"s hard to get the uncensored patch working on steam, U beteer buy it from dll site
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For something someone produced out of his wet dreams
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kinda sus how nobody in off-topic has a gf
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What the hell
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you're all chatting about ai and coding hmmm 😄
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Blade
kinda sus how nobody in off-topic has a gf
its bound to be that case only nerds talking in a discord chat on friday dont have a gf
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fokkonaut
Click to see attachment 🖼️
does compiler love you
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Ryozuki
its bound to be that case only nerds talking in a discord chat on friday dont have a gf
xd yee
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Ryozuki
its bound to be that case only nerds talking in a discord chat on friday dont have a gf
the case*
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11:24
i wont date u now
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hey man i gotta help out my non native homies
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Blade
kinda sus how nobody in off-topic has a gf
then why are you here, let me guess u didnt wanna be alone not having a gf
11:25
xDD
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he has a gf iirc
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fokkonaut
then why are you here, let me guess u didnt wanna be alone not having a gf
ngl im single since 2 weeks so can i join the off-topic club pls
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im joking
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but lol
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u joined the club
11:25
welcome
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xd
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what happened :c
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i took it for granted
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oh boy
11:25
at least you reflect urself
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Blade
im dumb
Welcome back
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Blade. Do you like AI.
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gave her less attention bit by bit and expected her to continue giving me everything in return because she always did. but nope, a relationship is work from both parts. love is love but it needs effort
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Blade. Do you like AI.
xD i guess im in the right place if i do
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Blade
gave her less attention bit by bit and expected her to continue giving me everything in return because she always did. but nope, a relationship is work from both parts. love is love but it needs effort
But when you noticed this now, cant, or dont you want to try it with her again?
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idk why im even here right now (edited)
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same lol
11:27
cant relate kek
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fokkonaut
But when you noticed this now, cant, or dont you want to try it with her again?
Even if he wanted to, both parties have to agree
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fokkonaut
But when you noticed this now, cant, or dont you want to try it with her again?
she says she still loves me and in the future maybe we can get back together. so im just here drinking beers and listing to edgy music at 12pm
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Voxel
idk why im even here right now (edited)
why not?
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Blade
she says she still loves me and in the future maybe we can get back together. so im just here drinking beers and listing to edgy music at 12pm
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hm, i see. my gf and me were broken up aswell, but we got back together and working on everything kinda
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fokkonaut
hm, i see. my gf and me were broken up aswell, but we got back together and working on everything kinda
that's great news. its important to work on yourself otherwise its hard to work with someone else (love)
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Blade
why not?
because im not an ai geek and im absolutely touch starved
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we barely talk ai lately anyway
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Blade
that's great news. its important to work on yourself otherwise its hard to work with someone else (love)
yes, and i am so happy she knows that now too 😄
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more about phisolophy
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but you're a teenager right? @Voxel that shits mega non gf territory
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Unrelatable
How can U not relate to a kid who has super genetics and achieves his dreams, while the guy who works hard gets his legs broken and with it his dreams?!
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Blade
but you're a teenager right? @Voxel that shits mega non gf territory
I had my first gf with 10 🤣
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Voxel
because im not an ai geek and im absolutely touch starved
they say the more u want it the less u get it, but dont quote me on that
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Voxel
idk why im even here right now (edited)
hello
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cyber oh no
11:29
trol
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oh god
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fokkonaut
I had my first gf with 10 🤣
and you're still together 30 years late happily married with kids
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this chat is done
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Blade
and you're still together 30 years late happily married with kids
nonono
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Blade
but you're a teenager right? @Voxel that shits mega non gf territory
im 20
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cyberFighter
hello
hi cyber
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why do ppl not find knowing rust sexy
11:30
smh
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fokkonaut
I had my first gf with 10 🤣
Banned
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Ryozuki
Click to see original message
Ever been on weeb meeting/convention?
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Voxel
im 20
well recently left being a teenager.. give it time, you don't need to have a gf right now. work on yourself. there is time, even if you're in your twenties
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@cyberFighter ur so big troll, if u write ur name in the gif search, there is only shit
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Overlord
How can U not relate to a kid who has super genetics and achieves his dreams, while the guy who works hard gets his legs broken and with it his dreams?!
I am not into Sasuke
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Learath2
Banned
you should ban her, she was a class above me
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Overlord
Ever been on weeb meeting/convention?
there is a big one in barcelona, but i just go there to buy stuff, i dont talk to ppl
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i dont even want a serious date i jis
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fokkonaut
cyber oh no
whats up "that one guy who has a pay2win server that denies in it being pay2win"
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literal predator she was
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im so confused
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I am not into Sasuke
I was talking about rock lee, the only one who actually worked hard and had no magic genetics
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Voxel
im so confused
like being gay or straight?
11:31
(no troll)
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fokkonaut
@cyberFighter ur so big troll, if u write ur name in the gif search, there is only shit
just search ddnet
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Overlord
I was talking about rock lee, the only one who actually worked hard and had no magic genetics
rock lee arc is the best in naruto
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thats the only name i stole
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Ryozuki
there is a big one in barcelona, but i just go there to buy stuff, i dont talk to ppl
I mean it should happen once a year for 1-7 days not be avaliable everyday
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Ryozuki
rock lee arc is the best in naruto
Is the only real human
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gif fight
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Blade
like being gay or straight?
no as in "what do i actually want if i ever score with someone"
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Overlord
I was talking about rock lee, the only one who actually worked hard and had no magic genetics
Work hard. Carry your disabled dad around. Rock Lee was okay.
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@Voxel that sounds like Asexual vibes
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cyberFighter
Click to see attachment 🖼️
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Stayed too long in the void
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I think anyone who has ever had a gf/bf should be banned from the internet
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Learath2
I think anyone who has ever had a gf/bf should be banned from the internet
then how would we upload our porn vids for u to fap to
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Learath2
I think anyone who has ever had a gf/bf should be banned from the internet
this just reminds me of typical anime weebs saying this in anime
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Literally the whole society is built around them, let me have this one place
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Learath2
I think anyone who has ever had a gf/bf should be banned from the internet
Anyone who has even seen opposite sex, should have his eyelids sewed
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Blade
@Voxel that sounds like Asexual vibes
i dont think im asexual
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Learath2
I think anyone who has ever had a gf/bf should be banned from the internet
swag
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Blade
then how would we upload our porn vids for u to fap to
You can deliver them to one of the tortured souls and they can upload them on your behalf
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@Voxel btw ive been thinking of rigging twinbop and giving it a specific dancing animation and making that a gif justatest
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Learath2
Literally the whole society is built around them, let me have this one place
You shouldnt blame your issues on other people tbh
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Learath2
You can deliver them to one of the tortured souls and they can upload them on your behalf
That's probably how it works anyway tbh
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cyberFighter
@Voxel btw ive been thinking of rigging twinbop and giving it a specific dancing animation and making that a gif justatest
out of all tees why twinbop
11:34
uncreative bastard
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twinbop is the best dancer
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Blade
That's probably how it works anyway tbh
PHub
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twinbop? more like twerkbop (edited)
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fokkonaut
You shouldnt blame your issues on other people tbh
I've been sent to earth to be a coding drone for a capitalist for 60 years all alone. I'll blame whoever I want to blame
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@Learath2 dont let them, mislead U that U have issues, being alone is opposite of issue!
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why does having a gf and kids lower ur taxes? injustice! (edited)
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how does saddo even look like
11:34
i could do him too
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@Learath2 just cuz some people have a gf or had, doesnt mean they dont wanna enjoy the internet aswell :D
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cyberFighter
how does saddo even look like
saddo
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Learath2
I've been sent to earth to be a coding drone for a capitalist for 60 years all alone. I'll blame whoever I want to blame
only one you can blame is git
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Blade
twinbop? more like twerkbop (edited)
twinbop more like spunchbop
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Ryozuki
why does having a gf and kids lower ur taxes? injustice! (edited)
They were consudering even stupider law here, that U have to pay extra taxes if U are not married or have kids by certain age
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Ryozuki
why does having a gf and kids lower ur taxes? injustice! (edited)
Definetly. How am I supposed to pay my rent if I was alone.
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but tbh @Blade this escalated quickly
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cyberFighter
twinbop more like spunchbop
man i'd like to bust a nut to a thic spongebob ddnet skin
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Blade
man i'd like to bust a nut to a thic spongebob ddnet skin
use grosboule and use ur imagination
11:35
ew i just imagined something
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fokkonaut
but tbh @Blade this escalated quickly
this is why we need AI e-girls
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i nut on her ddnet skin once and she left me 😭
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Blade
man i'd like to bust a nut to a thic spongebob ddnet skin
Sweet dreams are made of this
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fokkonaut
@Learath2 just cuz some people have a gf or had, doesnt mean they dont wanna enjoy the internet aswell :D
You can't always get what you want as I've been told by countless people
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Blade
this is why we need AI e-girls
for lerato pls
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Learath2
You can't always get what you want as I've been told by countless people
Yeah thats true, so we stay on the internet
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cyberFighter
ew i just imagined something
bruh
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this chat makes me remember why im giving up making art
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Voxel
this chat makes me remember why im giving up making art
kid...
11:37
kid named.... idk i forgot the joke
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idk ill just feed my old art into ai and have it do it for me
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fokkonaut
Click to see attachment 🖼️
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@Learath2 why tf do U care about human contact, just hug urself (dont misread as hung)
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@Voxel u care too much about ai, just do ur thing and improve
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Blade
Click to see attachment 🖼️
xd
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Voxel
idk ill just feed my old art into ai and have it do it for me
really
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its like me caring github copilot might take my job
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Overlord
@Learath2 why tf do U care about human contact, just hug urself (dont misread as hung)
gives blowjob to himself
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useless
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Overlord
@Learath2 why tf do U care about human contact, just hug urself (dont misread as hung)
Useless
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fokkonaut
gives blowjob to himself
All U need is long PP and a lot of will
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Ryozuki
@Voxel u care too much about ai, just do ur thing and improve
im really trying but whats the point if no one except you cares that much
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a broken rib
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xD
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yes exactly what ryo said
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a broken rib is the point
11:38
keep on drawing
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Ryozuki
a broken rib
Have U never watched those flexible people in populace shows like i got the talent?
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Voxel
im really trying but whats the point if no one except you cares that much
Maybe you can work with AI devs to help them improve how it makes Art? could that be a future job?
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the future job is prompt engineer
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Talking about AI, did you see make-a-video?
11:39
from meta
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Anthropic’s mission is to create reliable, interpretable, and steerable AI systems. We want AI to be safe for our customers and for society as a whole. Anthropic’s AI technology is amongst the most capable and safe in the world. However, large language models are a new type of intelligence, and the art of instructing them in a way that delivers ...
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Blade
Maybe you can work with AI devs to help them improve how it makes Art? could that be a future job?
im not a programmer
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fokkonaut
Talking about AI, did you see make-a-video?
A state-of-the-art AI system generates high-quality videos from text prompts
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STATE OF THE ART VIDEO
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@Voxel there is no way you stop the ai revolution. Join me, be extremely bitter about anything and everything for the next 5 decades
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Blade
STATE OF THE ART VIDEO
troll
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Blade
STATE OF THE ART VIDEO
Good 2000s vibes
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and then the devs were like "Yeah... We finished it... Now this ai, truly is. A part of the AI meta"
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Overlord
Good 2000s vibes
oh fuck we're not in the 2000's anymore?
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since when was it 2023
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Learath2
@Voxel there is no way you stop the ai revolution. Join me, be extremely bitter about anything and everything for the next 5 decades
If U want to be extra bitter switch jobs to some menial labour
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Blade
since when was it 2023
Since offtopicnis AI topic
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Overlord
If U want to be extra bitter switch jobs to some menial labour
Why would I willingly make my life worse?
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Learath2
Why would I willingly make my life worse?
To be even more dissatisfied with it
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I literally absolutely despise everyone and everything already. Don't need more suffering (edited)
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xDDD
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Learath2
I literally absolutely despise everyone and everything already. Don't need more suffering (edited)
Cant believe U said everyone :(
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maybe we should just have an ai code ddnet
11:43
and add an option for it
11:43
me, a barman, completely oblivious and care free about AI takeover
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Learath2
I literally absolutely despise everyone and everything already. Don't need more suffering (edited)
Tbh, I dont think its worth it if you make yourself down so often. Look into a future, into a future you want to work up to.
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Overlord
Cant believe U said everyone :(
Don't take it personally. I don't judge people on a case by case basis. I distribute the hate using a couple gradients in a fair way
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fokkonaut
Tbh, I dont think its worth it if you make yourself down so often. Look into a future, into a future you want to work up to.
There is no future worth working for
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Blade
me, a barman, completely oblivious and care free about AI takeover
There will be machines that can make any drink
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Overlord
There is no future worth working for
Sorry to hear that
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Learath2
Don't take it personally. I don't judge people on a case by case basis. I distribute the hate using a couple gradients in a fair way
I more thought about the people U actually like, (from the past)
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Thinking that way you wont even try to make the best out of it
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fokkonaut is too happy for this chat
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There will be machines that can make any drink
Ye it exists for coffee already
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we already went over this 100x
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fokkonaut
Thinking that way you wont even try to make the best out of it
I dont want to be happy, i want to be satisfied with myself
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fokkonaut. You gotta invite us to a game man.
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this is a sadness circlejerk
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Ryozuki
fokkonaut is too happy for this chat
I think I might just have a different view on some things
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Overlord
I more thought about the people U actually like, (from the past)
I hate them the least. It's all accounted for. Everyone gets a share
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Overlord
I dont want to be happy, i want to be satisfied with myself
You can achieve that, at least partly
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Ryozuki
we already went over this 100x
Actually tackling same problem with even same people sometimes leads to different results
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Would only be an argument if that was my robot
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Ryozuki
fokkonaut is too happy for this chat
Actually no, not really, tough times behind me already and more to come. But keeping the head down wont bring you further, just attending in this life you should normally live is not part of my vision
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@bencie it doesn't make thicc ass creamy foam coffee like this tho
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fokkonaut
Tbh, I dont think its worth it if you make yourself down so often. Look into a future, into a future you want to work up to.
There is no amount of work that will get me to the future I desire. So I sit here stewing in anger and enjoying nothing
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Learath2
@Voxel there is no way you stop the ai revolution. Join me, be extremely bitter about anything and everything for the next 5 decades
arent you pro ai
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Learath2
There is no amount of work that will get me to the future I desire. So I sit here stewing in anger and enjoying nothing
What kinda future do you desire?
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anyways my only purpose in life rn is to clean a store so
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Voxel
arent you pro ai
Yes, but I view bitterness as an abstract concept. We can be bitter together at different things
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Learath2
There is no amount of work that will get me to the future I desire. So I sit here stewing in anger and enjoying nothing
You should allow yourself to be happy over the little things. Little things are really what makes living worth it and which is the most important
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Blade
@bencie it doesn't make thicc ass creamy foam coffee like this tho
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cyberFighter
@keb dont starve i get the reference
good gamew
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hello
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good morning mongus crew
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Voxel
anyways my only purpose in life rn is to clean a store so
i wish i had a paycheck too
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fokkonaut
Actually no, not really, tough times behind me already and more to come. But keeping the head down wont bring you further, just attending in this life you should normally live is not part of my vision
Sounds like "i dont want to survive i want to live"
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fokkonaut
You should allow yourself to be happy over the little things. Little things are really what makes living worth it and which is the most important
the little things always get ruined by things i cant run away from
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Overlord
Sounds like "i dont want to survive i want to live"
Yes, thats what I meant
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fokkonaut
Yes, thats what I meant
And how long does this way of thinking been with U?
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fokkonaut
You should allow yourself to be happy over the little things. Little things are really what makes living worth it and which is the most important
I did that for a decade. I'm now doing the bitter arc. Happiness over little things like sandwiches is just an illusion meant to distract you from the constant stream of suffering that is life
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what kind of sandwich
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Overlord
And how long does this way of thinking been with U?
wdym?
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Learath2
I did that for a decade. I'm now doing the bitter arc. Happiness over little things like sandwiches is just an illusion meant to distract you from the constant stream of suffering that is life
True, and the fact that other people have it worse doesnt actually make ur life better
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fokkonaut
wdym?
How long have U been thinking this way
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Learath2
I did that for a decade. I'm now doing the bitter arc. Happiness over little things like sandwiches is just an illusion meant to distract you from the constant stream of suffering that is life
the illusion is entirely created by YOU. your brain has created this world, you perceive everything. you have the ability to change how you see things, it's not magic, its a matter of unlearning the bad habbits that you have learnt over the years. there's a lot of sunshine once you get above the clouds
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im gonnq go vmwfo
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Voxel
anyways my only purpose in life rn is to clean a store so
I have a feeling meaning-making might actually work for you. You should read about it
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Voxel
im gonnq go vmwfo
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I have been through a lot of shit since I am very young, so pretty much my whole life, but I got to acknowledge it since a few years only
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wtf is vmwfo (edited)
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beford i get q paniv attack
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Voxel
beford i get q paniv attack
xpanic reference
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mobile typing sucks
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fokkonaut
I have been through a lot of shit since I am very young, so pretty much my whole life, but I got to acknowledge it since a few years only
@Overlord (edited)
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cyberFighter
xpanic reference
poggers2
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oh i see
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yea mobile sucks
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fokkonaut
@Overlord (edited)
Yeah i read that
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Voxel
mobile typing sucks
thats why i always bring my portable rgb gaming keyboard with me on public transport, just connect it to my phone and i can be a keyboard warrior anywhere i go
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Wait d oi even have a level 1000 acc
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Blade
the illusion is entirely created by YOU. your brain has created this world, you perceive everything. you have the ability to change how you see things, it's not magic, its a matter of unlearning the bad habbits that you have learnt over the years. there's a lot of sunshine once you get above the clouds
I dont have bad habits, except crippling masturbation, its just i dont have any good habits
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Overlord
I dont have bad habits, except crippling masturbation, its just i dont have any good habits
LOL
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sinners
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CRIPPLING MASTURBATION BRO
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no nsfw
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what shpuld ppl expect from me anyways
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@fokkonaut gotta say, that i used to preach similar mindset, but it didnt last long with me, it"s very easy to lose to the fact that lots of decisions U do, even the small ones are not truly yours
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Voxel
what shpuld ppl expect from me anyways
To clean the damn store!
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Overlord
I dont have bad habits, except crippling masturbation, its just i dont have any good habits
over masturbating is a an attempt at getting feel good hormones into your brain because you're lacking them, they can be found elsewhere, even eating a good meal can be the same brain feeling as having an orgasm, just in a different way that you'll feel differently. im sure 80% of depressed people masturbate at least once a day in an attempt to get some sort of feel good moment.
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Overlord
To clean the damn store!
im off shift
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Voxel
im off shift
Was a joke
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Blade
over masturbating is a an attempt at getting feel good hormones into your brain because you're lacking them, they can be found elsewhere, even eating a good meal can be the same brain feeling as having an orgasm, just in a different way that you'll feel differently. im sure 80% of depressed people masturbate at least once a day in an attempt to get some sort of feel good moment.
I masturbate once a week im like 70yo in body and mind
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Its just that when i do i go at it till i cant walk
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@Overlord yes, true, but u have to remember life can not always go the exact ways you want it. And if you see each person as an individual aswell as yourself, you might notice that giving and receiving is all it takes. Understanding that this wont work like you want, but next time the other one will be in that situation
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compromises
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Blade
over masturbating is a an attempt at getting feel good hormones into your brain because you're lacking them, they can be found elsewhere, even eating a good meal can be the same brain feeling as having an orgasm, just in a different way that you'll feel differently. im sure 80% of depressed people masturbate at least once a day in an attempt to get some sort of feel good moment.
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Sit down, close your eyes and reach the end of thought. Wait until there is nothing occupying your mind. Only then will you be able to find your true desire in life
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Blade
over masturbating is a an attempt at getting feel good hormones into your brain because you're lacking them, they can be found elsewhere, even eating a good meal can be the same brain feeling as having an orgasm, just in a different way that you'll feel differently. im sure 80% of depressed people masturbate at least once a day in an attempt to get some sort of feel good moment.
its like, the only way i CAN feel happy in my living situation
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a big difference in 2 types of depressed people is, one kind will not even have the desire to masturbate ever and the other one will constantly do so. very interesting if u think about it, both are equally as depressed
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How often per day if you don't mind me asking you
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Blade
over masturbating is a an attempt at getting feel good hormones into your brain because you're lacking them, they can be found elsewhere, even eating a good meal can be the same brain feeling as having an orgasm, just in a different way that you'll feel differently. im sure 80% of depressed people masturbate at least once a day in an attempt to get some sort of feel good moment.
It's also haram. People should stop
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just be happy 4Head
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Ryozuki
just be happy 4Head
Even that guy is dead
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learath u do ramadan?
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Learath2
It's also haram. People should stop
oh my god yes you're turkish? no wonder u have a problem with women? is that racist or not? in turky they're really strange about woman and gays and eating ? oh god this is probably so racist
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Voxel
how
Money does it for a while for most people, maybe it'll work for you too. Become a dropshipper
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i hear it started xd
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Blade
over masturbating is a an attempt at getting feel good hormones into your brain because you're lacking them, they can be found elsewhere, even eating a good meal can be the same brain feeling as having an orgasm, just in a different way that you'll feel differently. im sure 80% of depressed people masturbate at least once a day in an attempt to get some sort of feel good moment.
Drug usage ahead
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@Overlord yes, true, but u have to remember life can not always go the exact ways you want it. And if you see each person as an individual aswell as yourself, you might notice that giving and receiving is all it takes. Understanding that this wont work like you want, but next time the other one will be in that situation
Ehhh people who know how to live dont even fear dying
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Overlord
Ehhh people who know how to live dont even fear dying
I dont fear dying :)
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Ryozuki
learath u do ramadan?
No, I don't believe in a god
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Learath2
Money does it for a while for most people, maybe it'll work for you too. Become a dropshipper
i have like $2000+ but im still constantly ill mentally (edited)
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fokkonaut
I dont fear dying :)
Depressed people neither
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Blade
oh my god yes you're turkish? no wonder u have a problem with women? is that racist or not? in turky they're really strange about woman and gays and eating ? oh god this is probably so racist
Not racist, just stereotypes, same as beer is a stereotype aswell
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i fear dying
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Voxel
i have like $2000+ but im still constantly ill mentally (edited)
That's nothing
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in a absurd way
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Overlord
Depressed people neither
Thats wrong, depends on the degree of depression
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fokkonaut
Drug usage ahead
literally me
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That's nothing
THATS A LOT
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And depends on other factors aswell
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fokkonaut
I dont fear dying :)
i do but only because of the pain
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cyberFighter
THATS A LOT
1 or 2 months rent here. 1 if you rent today. 2 if you rented for a long ass time. (edited)
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Blade
literally me
take a puff
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Voxel
i do but only because of the pain
There is no pain when dying
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my life savings are 300 euros
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Learath2
Sit down, close your eyes and reach the end of thought. Wait until there is nothing occupying your mind. Only then will you be able to find your true desire in life
Apprently my desire is to use toilet :(
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your brain actually releases substances which make you kinda high
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fokkonaut
There is no pain when dying
ddont say that
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(DMT, same as when you dream) (edited)
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Blade
oh my god yes you're turkish? no wonder u have a problem with women? is that racist or not? in turky they're really strange about woman and gays and eating ? oh god this is probably so racist
I'm the least turkish turk you'll find and no I don't have a problem with women and gays lol
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Learath2
I'm the least turkish turk you'll find and no I don't have a problem with women and gays lol
alright
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Learath2
I'm the least turkish turk you'll find and no I don't have a problem with women and gays lol
hop on multeasymap
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yes there is fuck loads of pain when dying are u retarded
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Overlord
Apprently my desire is to use toilet :(
Too short of a time for you to have reached end of thought. Get that one out of your mind too and keep trying
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i wan5 t8 convince muself that dyibg is painful so i dont try to off myself
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@fokkonaut omg ur a dmt believer
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@Ryozuki i only fear dying stupidly, from disease its ok
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Voxel
ddont say that
When you die your body is in an adrenaline rush, and also releases DMT as said, thats what some people recall as "seeing white at the end of the tunnel" and "life flashing infront of ur eyes"
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Your mind should be tranquil, you'll have no other distractions. At that point you can probe deep into your subconciousness and learn what it is your brain desires
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Blade
@fokkonaut omg ur a dmt believer
Definitely, its proven to be produced by human
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i dont fear the act of dying itself @Overlord but the fact that after it its endless nothingness
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fokkonaut
Definitely, its proven to be produced by human
dying in a car crash will be horrifically painful to the point you pass out from pain... then u can experience the nice trippy afterlife moment
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i should make that but hop on ddnet
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Blade
yes there is fuck loads of pain when dying are u retarded
Not if you overdose on opioids. 0 pain on death then
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i jave to go
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why did u delete it
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i need to breatge
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Learath2
Your mind should be tranquil, you'll have no other distractions. At that point you can probe deep into your subconciousness and learn what it is your brain desires
All my life i have learnt to not want anything, so i bet there will be nothing
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Learath2
Not if you overdose on opioids. 0 pain on death then
dude im worried
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cyberFighter
why did u delete it
wrong one
12:02
Meant to send the indian one
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Because #off-topic is one huge family
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Because #off-topic is one huge family
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Blade
dying in a car crash will be horrifically painful to the point you pass out from pain... then u can experience the nice trippy afterlife moment
yes, but probably u wont even feel the pain as you will be either: - directly dead or probably passed out from shock, impact, other factors
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Voxel
i have like $2000+ but im still constantly ill mentally (edited)
Another common place people find irrational amounts of happiness is food. Maybe just indulge in that?
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@Learath2 i hope you dont see these as potentional ways to kys
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Blade
dude im worried
Worry not. I'm not allowed to leave this mortal plane. I'm here to suffer for atleast 60 more years
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dude what is with this ping
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why does it do this
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help
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its my heartbeat when reading learaths msgs
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cyberFighter
dude what is with this ping
The universe is telling you not to play
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fokkonaut
yes, but probably u wont even feel the pain as you will be either: - directly dead or probably passed out from shock, impact, other factors
ok so i want to die by torture, i can have a 10 hour long DMT trip while someone peels off my skin
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Blade
ok so i want to die by torture, i can have a 10 hour long DMT trip while someone peels off my skin
hm, probably not
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and probably u will pass out before
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reconnecting to my internet fixes it
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but you can just take DMT, and get a 10min trip which feels like 10h
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(i didnt, a friend of mine tho)
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Learath2
Worry not. I'm not allowed to leave this mortal plane. I'm here to suffer for atleast 60 more years
Its funny that once U decide on something silly U keep at it (dont mean U exactly) i told myself years ago that i affected already too many people to kill myself, gonna suffer till the end like a real spectator of shitty movie
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fokkonaut
but you can just take DMT, and get a 10min trip which feels like 10h
better yet, take salvia and have a 5 min trip which ruins u for life xd
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Overlord
All my life i have learnt to not want anything, so i bet there will be nothing
It usually isn't nothing. You'd be surprised. There is no harm in trying, if you have the time that is
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Blade
better yet, take salvia and have a 5 min trip which ruins u for life xd
xD (edited)
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better smoke some weed (edited)
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but not like noby (edited)
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call in noby he knows weed
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Learath2
It usually isn't nothing. You'd be surprised. There is no harm in trying, if you have the time that is
this doesnt help
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Bring in the expert
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@noby
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noby doesnt know weed, noby IS weed. he literally puffs his bong the whole day troll
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noby is the bong
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Learath2
Bring in the expert
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Voxel
this doesnt help
I didn't say it will help. I said it will help you find what you truly desire
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Learath2
It usually isn't nothing. You'd be surprised. There is no harm in trying, if you have the time that is
Then what do i need to do, if i just empty my thoughts i might fall asleep, dont want to fail this too
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i just want to finally feel safe for once in my life
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feeling safe?
troll 1
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time to harrass fokkonaut ingame
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death is counterintuitive but i believe in an afterlife
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fokkonaut
Click to see attachment 🖼️
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cyberFighter
time to harrass fokkonaut ingame
troll
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Voxel
death is counterintuitive but i believe in an afterlife
Isnt death just like before birth? Aka U wont notice nor will U remember it, so nothing to fear
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Overlord
Isnt death just like before birth? Aka U wont notice nor will U remember it, so nothing to fear
You know
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its right, yes (edited)
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but people get scared of this simple thought
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Overlord
Then what do i need to do, if i just empty my thoughts i might fall asleep, dont want to fail this too
Do it when you are wide awake, with clear intent to finish processing your thoughts. If there truly isn't ANYTHING in your mind, then you've reached end of thought. Then you start thinking about what you want. What makes you happy
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This is also why i dont encrypt my hard drives, after i die it wont matter what my familly finds there
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what the fucl
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fokkonaut
but people get scared of this simple thought
because their brain cant understand it, same as the infinity in the universe
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its too much for the brain, and imagining death is nothing made for the human brain
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and imagining "not being there" or "not to feel anything at all"
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is this chat actually supporting my suicidal thoughts
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i used to overcare and thought simply smoking weed once would make u dumb
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Learath2
Do it when you are wide awake, with clear intent to finish processing your thoughts. If there truly isn't ANYTHING in your mind, then you've reached end of thought. Then you start thinking about what you want. What makes you happy
Ok but what happens if i want something unrealistic, impossiblr to achieve, wouldnt that cripple me even more?
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now i enjoy it sometimes with friends
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fokkonaut
and imagining "not being there" or "not to feel anything at all"
it scares them more than the fact that nothing is after that
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this doesnt feel right
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DMT breakthrough is the closest you can get to experiencing death
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Ryozuki
i used to overcare and thought simply smoking weed once would make u dumb
This is still common thinking in turkey. It's an old myth 😛
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Voxel
is this chat actually supporting my suicidal thoughts
Voxel, dont do stupid things which will have an impact forever, if the situation youre in is temporary
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this feels wromg am i nor suppised to be here
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fokkonaut
its too much for the brain, and imagining death is nothing made for the human brain
Well it goes against survival, but also boosts survival instinct
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Sometimes I just sit and literally try to grasp that there is an infinite universe
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Overlord
Ok but what happens if i want something unrealistic, impossiblr to achieve, wouldnt that cripple me even more?
It definitely could, but your subconscious is usually much more reasonable than the rest of your brain
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fokkonaut
Sometimes I just sit and literally try to grasp that there is an infinite universe
its funny following your thoughts and seeing u cant understand it fully
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Voxel
this feels wromg am i nor suppised to be here
dont worry ❤️
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fokkonaut
Voxel, dont do stupid things which will have an impact forever, if the situation youre in is temporary
Impact is not forever either only the people he has interacted with so far
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fokkonaut
Voxel, dont do stupid things which will have an impact forever, if the situation youre in is temporary
im in constant agony fokko my entire life ive been stressed and scared
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Voxel
im in constant agony fokko my entire life ive been stressed and scared
Have you tried professional help?
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Learath2
It definitely could, but your subconscious is usually much more reasonable than the rest of your brain
Then if its what i came to conclusion earlier in my life, i probably want to be omnipotent to really live to the fullest and try as many different lives as possible
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@Overlord i mean, if we could look into the future, we would probably have a lot of points on the timeline where we would think "its nice to be alive." at least me, so i am not letting myself down over thoughts i have right now, i will usually start to work on them if they bother me
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Learath2
Have you tried professional help?
therapy doesnt do jack shit
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its boring
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and a waste of time
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Voxel
im in constant agony fokko my entire life ive been stressed and scared
I am a very stressed person aswell, I have no calm in me
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Voxel
therapy doesnt do jack shit
I meant the other kind where they supplement the therapy with happy drugs
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too risky
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i mught overdose
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Not really
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First 3 weeks U will feel even worse
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Voxel
its boring
I havent been in therapy myself yet, but since I am working on myself on my own, and actually try to understand me and reflect myself, I think I can say it can actually be very motivating and fun to get to know yourself. Thats all you do in therapy.
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SSRIs are not easy to overdose on as they don't have instant effects
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@Overlord i mean, if we could look into the future, we would probably have a lot of points on the timeline where we would think "its nice to be alive." at least me, so i am not letting myself down over thoughts i have right now, i will usually start to work on them if they bother me
Sure there are those moments, and there are just as many if not more like "if only i had died earlier this week"
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Learath2
SSRIs are not easy to overdose on as they don't have instant effects
Just smoke weed
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fokkonaut
I havent been in therapy myself yet, but since I am working on myself on my own, and actually try to understand me and reflect myself, I think I can say it can actually be very motivating and fun to get to know yourself. Thats all you do in therapy.
i know myself. i hate myself
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Overlord
Sure there are those moments, and there are just as many if not more like "if only i had died earlier this week"
but these are like really temporary imo
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fokkonaut
Just smoke weed
Bad idea to self medicate
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plus for me it gave me severe panic attacks
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fokkonaut
but these are like really temporary imo
So are the happy ones, i believe neutral is constant
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If you actually are out of things to try, it's honestly worth a try. Doctors spend almost half a decade learning this shit
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oh god funman
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im so sorey
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plus for me it gave me severe panic attacks
To each their own I'd say, its different for everyone
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Voxel
i know myself. i hate myself
I think you only think that
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fokkonaut
To each their own I'd say, its different for everyone
I think its a genetic thing, definitely the worst experience in my life
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and more do i think, that deep down you want to be happy and you just need to understand you deserve happiness
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psilocybin therapy can be very effective but quite behind banhammer for usage elsewhere
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fokkonaut
Just smoke weed
Eeh, problem with this is when doctors give you ssris the idea is to keep you just happy enough so that therapy is effective
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i had this showerthought we are actually randoms talking on a discord about a cute game with kirby round things that looks like 12y old plays about the sadness of life, depression, and realization of everything being pointless
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Just self medicating you'll only become dependent and not work on anything
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thanks for coming to my ted talk, i just found it amusing
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Learath2
Eeh, problem with this is when doctors give you ssris the idea is to keep you just happy enough so that therapy is effective
I was joking actually, with smoking weed, of course you shouldnt take drugs
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Ryozuki
i had this showerthought we are actually randoms talking on a discord about a cute game with kirby round things that looks like 12y old plays about the sadness of life, depression, and realization of everything being pointless
When my dad saw me playing teeworlds some years ago, hr was really disappointed
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psilocybin therapy can be very effective but quite behind banhammer for usage elsewhere
I've read LSD therapy aswell
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Voxel
im so sorey
I dont regret it, probably for the best I dont smoke anymore, im way more focused on health
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my mind is too worn out to type rn
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i should be working rn
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@Voxel take a little rest maybe.
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but well
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im uust gonna cry in my pillow while reading
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Ryozuki
i had this showerthought we are actually randoms talking on a discord about a cute game with kirby round things that looks like 12y old plays about the sadness of life, depression, and realization of everything being pointless
We just need to make the most of it before the more well adjusted part of the staff shut this down for being too serious
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Voxel
im uust gonna cry in my pillow while reading
isnt this what everyone does beofre going to sleep everyday
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i just skip the reading part
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@Voxel Find ways to cope, for example try deep breaths through nose and slowly letting it out through the mouth
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@Voxel keep in mind we are all just some individuals with their own problems, and in the end everyone just wants to be happy, and most people also deserve that :)
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fokkonaut
@Voxel Find ways to cope, for example try deep breaths through nose and slowly letting it out through the mouth
When U cry the nose is stuffed
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depends
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Overlord
When U cry the nose is stuffed
yea
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fokkonaut
depends
When U sad cry
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fokkonaut
depends
well the tears are funneled into the nose
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i wisg my pillow hugged me bavk
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Well i have fucked up moral compass, i cry on movies, i dont cry when my closest real humans are hospitalized and on verge of dying
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Hug not received
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UDP (edited)
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Overlord
Well i have fucked up moral compass, i cry on movies, i dont cry when my closest real humans are hospitalized and on verge of dying
did you lose someone, or did you just assume that you wouldnt cry?
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humans are weird, they always ask how u doing, but they never expect u to dump on them ur trash, so everyone just says im good
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and we move on
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im good
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Overlord
Well i have fucked up moral compass, i cry on movies, i dont cry when my closest real humans are hospitalized and on verge of dying
This isn't completely absurd. There is no musical score behind your relatives being hospitalized telling you it's time to cry
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fokkonaut
did you lose someone, or did you just assume that you wouldnt cry?
My dad was hospitalized 2 years ago and doctors said he wouldnt make it
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Overlord
Click to see attachment 🖼️
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Overlord
My dad was hospitalized 2 years ago and doctors said he wouldnt make it
Did he tho?
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fokkonaut
Did he tho?
Nah
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my grandpa died of cancer, i couldnt cry on the funeral, i did cry a bit on bed tho
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Overlord
Nah
and did you cry then?
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But at my grandpa funreal i didnt care either
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fokkonaut
and did you cry then?
Nah
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and i was 14
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i think
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Overlord
Nah
might be underlying traumas/problems
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one of the little things that made me cry is the cyberpunk anime
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idk why
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@Overlord were u close to ur dad?
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I didnt cry when my favorite dog died either, i just said :/ and went along with my life
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its nothing bad in general, just as u said, it doesnt fit with crying over movies :D
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bencie
@Overlord were u close to ur dad?
He is still alive and i would say, out of my entire familly siblings included, the closest
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Ryozuki
one of the little things that made me cry is the cyberpunk anime
Don't remind me 😭
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@fokkonaut yo come ingame
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@Overlord oh, i thought he did die, well in that case, I think if he did actually, you would have cried
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fokkonaut
its nothing bad in general, just as u said, it doesnt fit with crying over movies :D
to me the only times i cried is when i realized, i wish i was there, had what the MC had, and could cry in that situations cuz i had a reason to
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thats why i cry
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fokkonaut
its nothing bad in general, just as u said, it doesnt fit with crying over movies :D
Movies, manga, very sad songs, im easy to get to cry
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@fokkonaut theres a botter
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Overlord
Movies, manga, very sad songs, im easy to get to cry
Hypersensitivity maybe? :)
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i cry when i bottle up my feelings anymore
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Overlord
Movies, manga, very sad songs, im easy to get to cry
Don't feel bad about that one. That media is literally engineered to make you cry
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fokkonaut
Hypersensitivity maybe? :)
I dont think so, but ehhh will never know
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@Overlord there is 1 think will make u cry if u like anime
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it never fails
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media doesnt make me cry
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watch this
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u need to watch clannad tho
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Learath2
Don't feel bad about that one. That media is literally engineered to make you cry
Thanks, but why do i think about problems that arise from somones death instead of caring for the person
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Overlord
I dont think so, but ehhh will never know
Saying that cuz I am hypersensitive aswell. It has a lot of benefits, but also bad sides. Bad sides effects are for example, you notice every change in the mood of others, and often rely your own happiness on that
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@Overlord there is 1 think will make u cry if u like anime
Never watched clannad, angel beats was enough and it wasnt even that sad
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@fokkonaut u gonna ignor the botter for now?
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cyberFighter
@fokkonaut u gonna ignor the botter for now?
dm
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ok
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Overlord
Never watched clannad, angel beats was enough and it wasnt even that sad
it will destroy you
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Overlord
Thanks, but why do i think about problems that arise from somones death instead of caring for the person
Because at the end of the day those are your burden. You just might not be a very empathic person
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Learath2
Because at the end of the day those are your burden. You just might not be a very empathic person
Being empathic is not easy always
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I mean, if you are empathic person
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Maybe, i thought to myself, that I dont really care about the dead, because its too late?
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Oh there is also the distinct possibility that I'm also a psycopath and that's why I find your behaviour normal 😛
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Like when there is a problem i help, but i cant help the dead, though when people are in pain and need help i do it more out of obligation than actually feeling worried
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ok im finally calmer
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wb :)
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Learath2
Oh there is also the distinct possibility that I'm also a psycopath and that's why I find your behaviour normal 😛
Friends with same mental disorder: priceless
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Overlord
Like when there is a problem i help, but i cant help the dead, though when people are in pain and need help i do it more out of obligation than actually feeling worried
Its good not to worry about everything and each one. But helping never the less shows that you still have some empathy in you :)
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otherwise you would mind your business, move on, leave, idk whatever
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i wish my day didnt start out like this
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Voxel
i wish my day didnt start out like this
Just take a quick nap to restart the day
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i overslept last night
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Mfw I accidentally ruined voxels day pepeW
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fokkonaut
otherwise you would mind your business, move on, leave, idk whatever
Well it is my buisnesss tho since im still living here
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Learath2
Mfw I accidentally ruined voxels day pepeW
Dont be the reason to ruin his entire life
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i may not have a gf, but i have rust
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Ryozuki
i may not have a gf, but i have rust
Rust leads to tenatus
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Guys, just remember nothing that IS today is final for life. Life is a constant change, and you should just be the change. Dont hope for changes if you dont do anything for it :/
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Ryozuki
i may not have a gf, but i have rust
Seems you haven't found the true meaning of life yet, so you can be happy with just the rust
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fokkonaut
Guys, just remember nothing that IS today is final for life. Life is a constant change, and you should just be the change. Dont hope for changes if you dont do anything for it :/
Unless U die today*
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i dont want a romantic partner. i just want to be held close and be told everything will be ok
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Voxel
i dont want a romantic partner. i just want to be held close and be told everything will be ok
I think you can pay for this service ngl
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Overlord
Unless U die today*
well in that case i wouldnt need to code java anymore, cuz everything has to be fucking final or the checksytel will cry
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❯ git pull @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ @ WARNING: REMOTE HOST IDENTIFICATION HAS CHANGED! @ @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ IT IS POSSIBLE THAT SOMEONE IS DOING SOMETHING NASTY! Someone could be eavesdropping on you right now (man-in-the-middle attack)! It is also possible that a host key has just been changed. woah i did a git pull on a github repo
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Learath2
I think you can pay for this service ngl
its not the same
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Learath2
I think you can pay for this service ngl
He can get paid for that too just find a sugar mommy
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fokkonaut
well in that case i wouldnt need to code java anymore, cuz everything has to be fucking final or the checksytel will cry
U dont have to code anything, people were not designed to sit so many hours watching screens
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We should move, walk 30-40kms a day
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or sit on thew couch and smoke a fat dub
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Yeah but physical activity helps the brain too
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Also state of brain detoriates Ur physical abilities too
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Just start skateboarding :)
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its the best for psyche and body :)
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rip ur ankles
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Too old to break my body
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my left ankle has been ripped 3 times already
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i'd say i can only bend it like 80%
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but its still more than enough to do a kickflip
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and to do basically anything else
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I tried a bit as a kid, never really got me interested
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¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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But what i cant understand the most in life, are speedrunners
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Especially those with real jobs not streaming
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find your middleway
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i got a board but never got into tricks, the start where you fall a million times Abit scary
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feel u
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its the hardest part ye
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bencie
i got a board but never got into tricks, the start where you fall a million times Abit scary
Pain is progress. Power thru
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fokkonaut
its the hardest part ye
Isnt hardest not giving up after that?
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thats all one section to me
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but "not giving up" is with you the whole time, also your whole life @Overlord
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Click to see attachment 🖼️
It hurts when they windows ~~ ryozuki 2023
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skateboarding can teach you a lot about life aswell, back then my fav quote was "Life is a lot like skateboarding" - Lil Wayne
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I am usually not a quote guy, but we had to find a quote when we ended our classes
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like
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i mean graduated
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we had to paint it on some piece of wood and shit
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Where are U from?
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germany
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and u
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East germany i mean poland
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“Let me tell you this: if you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you, it's not because they enjoy solitude. It's because they have tried to blend into the world before, and people continue to disappoint them.”
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deep
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Overlord
East germany i mean poland
Germans gave it back cmon
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its true ^^
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xd
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Ryozuki
“Let me tell you this: if you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you, it's not because they enjoy solitude. It's because they have tried to blend into the world before, and people continue to disappoint them.”
True, noone willingly subjects themselves to this
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DDNet coping corner
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“We’re all lonely for something we don’t know we’re lonely for. How else to explain the curious feeling that goes around feeling like missing somebody we’ve never even met?”
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im in the edgy phase now
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you desire a woman i'd say
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thats your "tribe"
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why does tribe sound so weird
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it does, but yes
12:43
thats what it is basically
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Just go to the gym. I heard it helps with getting your mind off the fact that you are alone
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Guys, ultimate solution, we do gender swap, and none of us are lonely then
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we are just animals, have instincts, tribes, and our brain is not made for the whole social media shit and stuff that is going on on this planet
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Learath2
Just go to the gym. I heard it helps with getting your mind off the fact that you are alone
i do
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but i feel alone nevetherless
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but gym is rly good
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it gives u a constant objective
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anything which is a hobbie and distracts you from reality for a few hours is good
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Overlord
Guys, ultimate solution, we do gender swap, and none of us are lonely then
I'm sure I'd find a way to fuck that up too. I think I'm hardwired to be a failure in the social aspect of life
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Learath2
I'm sure I'd find a way to fuck that up too. I think I'm hardwired to be a failure in the social aspect of life
If U are wife beater, then i cant be ur wife
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Overlord
Guys, ultimate solution, we do gender swap, and none of us are lonely then
idk why but i have yet to see lonely girls chatting like we do here
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kek
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600 messages in less than a hour
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totally normal day
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It definitely is compiled languages
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Ryozuki
idk why but i have yet to see lonely girls chatting like we do here
They chat in different places
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Jupstar ✪
600 messages in less than a hour
Nothing worth reading
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actually this chat here is very rare
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u dont see this anywhere else
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If only I'd learned javascript like a normal person I bet it'd all be fine
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it comes out due to being a old community
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with ppl who know somewhat each other for time
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its not common
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Ryozuki
actually this chat here is very rare
I saw it a lot in tibia
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I noticed, teeworlds is also a community of drug users and sad people a lot over the years
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it is what it is
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Ryozuki
u dont see this anywhere else
I've found this sort of chat does happen almost everywhere once someone gets the ball rolling
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Learath2
If only I'd learned javascript like a normal person I bet it'd all be fine
My neighbour is web dev (html css js php) and he has a wife
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It wasn't common here either before I completely lost my mind
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he is web dev
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Ryozuki
Click to see attachment 🖼️
always epic xd
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so he is yet at the normie place
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Idk what he did as a hobby
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Overlord
My neighbour is web dev (html css js php) and he has a wife
See, nothing compiled. Coincidence? I think not
happy 1
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im down bad cuz im making my own compiled language
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See, nothing compiled. Coincidence? I think not
My dad, did dabble a but in compiled languages, he doesnt have a wife but a gf for last 25 years
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are u not making ur own os?
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i do many things
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half things
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iirc u called it ryoOS or smth?
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i need to fix it
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why did u miss the chance
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to call it
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ryOS
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Toy project to learn OS dev with rust. Contribute to edg-l/ryoOS development by creating an account on GitHub.
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it has 0 issues
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what a perfect os
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better than windows definitely
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push to production now
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my languag eis called edlang
12:50
AGPL license
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Overlord
My dad, did dabble a but in compiled languages, he doesnt have a wife but a gf for last 25 years
He got away by the skin of his teeth. Any more dabbling and he'd have ended up like me
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@Learath2 I am really concerned about u
12:51
Its incredible how extreme you hold onto your sadness
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Not seeing any way out basically
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There is nothing to be concerned about. Nothing any of us can do to fix it
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I know, I just meanm
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the fact
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Work just called, why do they call me on sick leave, why stress me
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You've seen older versions of me around you already. Everyone knows that one very old dude that is just pissed at everything
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I'm just heading towards that slowly but surely
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and i find that to be sad
12:53
life has more to offer imo
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I also find it sad, but nothing I can do about it. It's the cards I've been dealt
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Learath2
I also find it sad, but nothing I can do about it. It's the cards I've been dealt
Why dont U do something insane then? Like move to a different country and try to survive?
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I get to have everything other people want but not the one thing I want. I guess on the average that makes the world neutral
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If somebody pushes you off a cliff, and you have a broken leg for example, do you also just say its the cards that ive been dealt? No, you would call for an ambulance. In my opinion psychological problems should be normalized and you should at least try to get out of your deep hole, you're just digging deeper and deeper (edited)
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Learath2
I get to have everything other people want but not the one thing I want. I guess on the average that makes the world neutral
Dude a lot of people want GF and cant have it
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Overlord
Why dont U do something insane then? Like move to a different country and try to survive?
Why risk making it even worse?
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Learath2
Why risk making it even worse?
Because U are a biological machine, it might actually make it better
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Overlord
Dude a lot of people want GF and cant have it
A lot of people have other things they want too. That's the difference
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Overlord
Why dont U do something insane then? Like move to a different country and try to survive?
justatest
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Stop letting chemicals dictate ur life
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fokkonaut
If somebody pushes you off a cliff, and you have a broken leg for example, do you also just say its the cards that ive been dealt? No, you would call for an ambulance. In my opinion psychological problems should be normalized and you should at least try to get out of your deep hole, you're just digging deeper and deeper (edited)
I mean if I also have no phone and am in the bottom of a cliff I'm fairly sure I'd just give up 😄
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But you do have a phone right now :)
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Learath2
I mean if I also have no phone and am in the bottom of a cliff I'm fairly sure I'd just give up 😄
Do U not have phone because It was destinied, or ur lazy ass just left it
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I do not have a phone because I made mistakes almost a decade back
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Also people often, think what would they do in certain situations, but when it happens they do something totally different
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Learath2
I do not have a phone because I made mistakes almost a decade back
If U had a gf and were pushed down the cliff, she could call ambulance for U (unless she"s the pusher)
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Overlord
If U had a gf and were pushed down the cliff, she could call ambulance for U (unless she"s the pusher)
See, it's even a solution to this weird hypothetical
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Learath2
See, it's even a solution to this weird hypothetical
But now if U have a GF and there"s starvation, its extra mouth to feed
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Overlord
But now if U have a GF and there"s starvation, its extra mouth to feed
Cannibalism when?
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Learath2
Cannibalism when?
After prion based disease
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hQAphVJchS0 this is the story where he (the character pink floyd) builds a (mental) wall for his whole life since childhood and can't do anything about it. banger album, first listen was hard but then I was hooked. Just thought to throw this in
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@Learath2 U just like me choose to be unhappy, but atleast U still have a future
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hQAphVJchS0 this is the story where he (the character pink floyd) builds a (mental) wall for his whole life since childhood and can't do anything about it. banger album, first listen was hard but then I was hooked. Just thought to throw this in
Another brick in the wall is one of my fav songs ever
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nice :) Comfortably Numb is a perfect song to me
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Overlord
@Learath2 U just like me choose to be unhappy, but atleast U still have a future
I don't chose to be unhappy, I just don't have a way out of it
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Lobotomy
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But for real, why do U think there is no way out?
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If there is no way out gf wont fix it either
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are you guys still talking about depression
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especially if U get unlucky, and Ur first gf will be manipulative golddigger, then U will get fully depressed after she uses U up
f3 1
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Voxel
are you guys still talking about depression
We can talk about breakfast recipes aswell
13:05
Very versatile crowd
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i just ate, godly racuchy
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im not hungry
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one of best i have ever had
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Overlord
especially if U get unlucky, and Ur first gf will be manipulative golddigger, then U will get fully depressed after she uses U up
I'll take it. Life experience is experience
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what do U gather life experiences for?
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i used to say life is to experience it, and nothing else matters
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but in reality, getting those experiences is worthless too, and they will disappear with U or Ur brain detoriation
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Life experiences are necessary to make your life enjoyable. Ofc nothing lasts after your death, that would be absurd
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the less experiences i had, the happier i was
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Experiencing things is how you gain skills. Skills are what you use to make your life better
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Learath2
Experiencing things is how you gain skills. Skills are what you use to make your life better
i disagree, U have skills in compiled language, and it makes it worse
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Overlord
the less experiences i had, the happier i was
If you collect the wrong kinds of experience, sure. My computer experience only brought misery
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it's not about skills, nor about experiences, it's all about how U use them
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Well even that isn't completely true. If I had an ounce of social experience I could make even that work
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between 2012-2015 i used to be walking hentai encyclopedia, and that didnt make me a creep, it even added to my humor, it's all about how U use those
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There is only one purpose in life and it's levelgated. If you leave the tutorial zone without levelling your social skills it's over
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Learath2
Well even that isn't completely true. If I had an ounce of social experience I could make even that work
bro, if even [redacted] from teeworlds, could start talking to people, by going to music shop, and harassing random people, or sitting in places, to get the basics of human conversation down, then U can make up for those social experiences too
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why are U so smart, yet so limited
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I'm a decent person. I'm not going to annoy people for my own benefit lol
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the only thing U cant get again, are teenage love, crying to get somone to do something for U, and that's it because, they're age constrained
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Overlord
why are U so smart, yet so limited
better call saul reference 😮
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Learath2
I'm a decent person. I'm not going to annoy people for my own benefit lol
then, as i have told U before, circle of activity
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funman
better call saul reference 😮
not really, didnt see it
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thats what they say about chuck in the show
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@Learath2 even i went out of my way, and use some shitty linux distro, to get those new experiences, why cant U join MTG club, play cards, trade, have social interactions ( tho no girls there )
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or as i have said cooking class, and then girls have to be there
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Simple. No MTG club and I don't even like MTG
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pokemon club
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boxing club exists 100%
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and on krev maga U can even find girls from time to time
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The only clubs available to me are satellite making club, rocket making club, hydrogen car making club and pc repair club. With 90% male membership
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why are U limitng Urself to school?
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get into painting, tons of women there
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are U not aware that there are clubs, run by volunteers?
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funman
get into painting, tons of women there
tons of crazy* women there
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Because outside of school I have to know italian to get in
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I should just move to somewhere they speak english
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Learath2
Because outside of school I have to know italian to get in
not for sports
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violence is universal language
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well it woudl be hard to get italian GF, while not knowing italian, and hoping she knows english
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if people can find love on the internet, 1000kms away, then so can U, U're just playing wrong games
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play mmos, or something that requires commitment, and people dont change that often, then U watch movies over internet together
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and sooner or later U either get together, or lose contact
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bah, my retarded friend STOLE somone's fiancee, she was from greece, he was from poland, but he played so much league of legends with her, and talked and shit, that she broke engagement, they visited each other (and now idk because i lost contact with him)
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How will developing a wow addiction help? It's literally one more thing to ruin my life. Compiled language enyojer and mmo player
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try some more girly games, not min maxing pvp insanity
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idk aura rose?
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dont get into wow
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just use a dating app
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be ok with getting rejected
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bah even in tibia people found love, or just give up on games, and literally look in Ur area
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I can help you set up a profile
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I played easily tens of thousands of hours of games there is no love in games
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see you guys, thanks for the talk today :)
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if you want
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fokkonaut
see you guys, thanks for the talk today :)
adios
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Learath2
I played easily tens of thousands of hours of games there is no love in games
ok where is love then
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i had only female friends till i was 13, and there was no GF
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Overlord
ok where is love then
It's wherever I am not
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okay, then, there must be some love where i am. why no love yet :(?
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Lumpy ◐ω◑ 2023-03-24 13:22:54Z
@Learath2 @Ryozuki have you tried to use checkpoint vpn on linux?
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Lumpy ◐ω◑
@Learath2 @Ryozuki have you tried to use checkpoint vpn on linux?
No, what is a checkpoint vpn?
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Overlord
okay, then, there must be some love where i am. why no love yet :(?
Maybe you've been afflicted by the same curse I'm dealing with
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lea you think the matrix is out to get you when in reality you arent trying
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have you ever asked a woman out?
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Learath2
No, what is a checkpoint vpn?
Lumpy ◐ω◑ 2023-03-24 13:24:55Z
idk some weird vpn for work, it works for me on win, but on linux I tried to use snx, but it seems like it doesn't work with sms code authentication, tried to install it with bottles on linux and it gave me an error
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Learath2
Maybe you've been afflicted by the same curse I'm dealing with
it's because my only dream in life so far, is to learn fucking c++, so i can try to manipulate packets, to teleport and sell wrong items to npc, in old ass MMORPG, that nobody plays anymore, so i will have to do on my own server anyway
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no time for girls.
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Overlord
it's because my only dream in life so far, is to learn fucking c++, so i can try to manipulate packets, to teleport and sell wrong items to npc, in old ass MMORPG, that nobody plays anymore, so i will have to do on my own server anyway
Lumpy ◐ω◑ 2023-03-24 13:25:45Z
what mmo?
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tibia 7.6 / 7.72 / 9.81
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on these versions, they use totally different engines
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so it's all different
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Lumpy ◐ω◑ 2023-03-24 13:26:33Z
looks really old
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it is 7.6 was in 2004 or so
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Lumpy ◐ω◑
idk some weird vpn for work, it works for me on win, but on linux I tried to use snx, but it seems like it doesn't work with sms code authentication, tried to install it with bottles on linux and it gave me an error
Mh, no idea, weird corporate proprietary vpn is not something I'm familiar with, but sounds like something that might not work on linux at all yet
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funman
lea you think the matrix is out to get you when in reality you arent trying
No, the matrix isn't out to get me. I simply made some awful decisions and now I'm paying the price
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Overlord
it is 7.6 was in 2004 or so
Lumpy ◐ω◑ 2023-03-24 13:28:00Z
I played lineage 2 at that time justatest
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Learath2
Mh, no idea, weird corporate proprietary vpn is not something I'm familiar with, but sounds like something that might not work on linux at all yet
Lumpy ◐ω◑ 2023-03-24 13:28:12Z
ye that's what I thought
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funman
have you ever asked a woman out?
Literally every woman I know is never single. I need new people around me stat
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Learath2
No, the matrix isn't out to get me. I simply made some awful decisions and now I'm paying the price
every day is a new start dont act like you are chained by your past
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Learath2
No, the matrix isn't out to get me. I simply made some awful decisions and now I'm paying the price
what, can my coworker say? he's 41 and never had a GF, doesnt know how to code either?
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Learath2
Literally every woman I know is never single. I need new people around me stat
dating apps
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Learath2
Literally every woman I know is never single. I need new people around me stat
how do U meet those not single women in the first place?
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Overlord
it's because my only dream in life so far, is to learn fucking c++, so i can try to manipulate packets, to teleport and sell wrong items to npc, in old ass MMORPG, that nobody plays anymore, so i will have to do on my own server anyway
If your dream is to learn C++ just pick up a book. It's not rocket surgery. Sit down do the exercises and you'll learn
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Overlord
what, can my coworker say? he's 41 and never had a GF, doesnt know how to code either?
My condolences to this poor lad. Hopefully he has something to look forward to when he gets up in the morning
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Overlord
how do U meet those not single women in the first place?
I'm actually decent at making friends and not an awful human being so friends introduce me to their friends all the time
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Learath2
I'm actually decent at making friends and not an awful human being so friends introduce me to their friends all the time
often times these taken women have single friends you know
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Learath2
My condolences to this poor lad. Hopefully he has something to look forward to when he gets up in the morning
he, choose to be religious
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Learath2
I'm actually decent at making friends and not an awful human being so friends introduce me to their friends all the time
have U ever asked one of those taken girls, if they dont have a whale friend who's lonely?
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Voxel
are you guys still talking about depression
hi
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funman
often times these taken women have single friends you know
This is what I thought too. But apparently not. I specifically inquired. So either they secretly don't really like me and enjoy my suffering, or they really don't have single friends
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Overlord
he, choose to be religious
The opioid of the masses. Always does the trick
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Learath2
This is what I thought too. But apparently not. I specifically inquired. So either they secretly don't really like me and enjoy my suffering, or they really don't have single friends
i mean, i dont have single friends either, as i barerly have any friends
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Learath2
The opioid of the masses. Always does the trick
also dude constantly lives life's of others asking how are their kids, how is the aunt how is health how is everything, remembering birthdays and shit
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OMG i have found solution for U @Learath2
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Overlord
also dude constantly lives life's of others asking how are their kids, how is the aunt how is health how is everything, remembering birthdays and shit
When you have no life of your own that's what you do
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there are these language exchange programs
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there' surerly somone in italy that want to learn turkish
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just sign on those online things, where U talk, and there are females there too
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давинчик 2023-03-24 13:34:44Z
Бляяяяяяяяяяяяяяя
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Why would anyone want to learn turkish? But I'll take a look 😛
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давинчик 2023-03-24 13:35:01Z
Чо все англичане???
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Learath2
Why would anyone want to learn turkish? But I'll take a look 😛
i thought the same for polish, untill my friend who tries to learn spanish, got many offers to talk spanish-polish
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давинчик 2023-03-24 13:35:14Z
Чтоооооо?
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does anybody wanna learn spanish
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kek
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The only place someone can use turkish outside of turkey is if they want to talk to the kebab place guy (edited)
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давинчик 2023-03-24 13:35:29Z
Ass
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Ryozuki
does anybody wanna learn spanish
they used to be first in translating hentais, back in the days
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they are
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latinos
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south americans
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they are addicted to manga
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давинчик 2023-03-24 13:35:52Z
Бляяяяяяяяяяяяяяяяяяяяяяяяяяяяя
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Learath2
The only place someone can use turkish outside of turkey is if they want to talk to the kebab place guy (edited)
for real, try it
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if U want i will ask him for the site
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давинчик 2023-03-24 13:36:20Z
Blayt
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Learath2
The only place someone can use turkish outside of turkey is if they want to talk to the kebab place guy (edited)
worst case scenario U can double as italain-english
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Brat kak dela?
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давинчик 2023-03-24 13:36:52Z
My name is dava
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Norm
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Privet
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давинчик 2023-03-24 13:37:06Z
Privet
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نيتلتلنبتلابخنبتلهلعلعبعبع
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@Learath2 it's this https://www.hellotalk.com/ --- tho he only uses the phone app
Language learning app - learn a language by chatting with native speakers around the world. iOS or Android.
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by the way i remember learath2 posting food only
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im gonna post my food too
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давинчик 2023-03-24 13:38:12Z
Бляяяяяяя
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cyberFighter
by the way i remember learath2 posting food only
You remember back when I had an ounce of sanity left?
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half-life graphics
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давинчик 2023-03-24 13:38:24Z
Чо?
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cyberFighter
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Is this an octopus stuffed in a batter fried crab? Wtf
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давинчик 2023-03-24 13:39:13Z
خينبتلنقتيتابخحشخجذحشحشجشحشحشججشجضحشجشجس
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للقيام
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وثقتبلتتغغوغفتتاىةالللتبصصجءاليآ
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давинчик
وثقتبلتتغغوغفتتاىةالللتبصصجءاليآ
rule 3 don't spam
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@Learath2 will U try hellotalk?
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tho it might be pointless if U're not trying to learn any language
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Learath2
If your dream is to learn C++ just pick up a book. It's not rocket surgery. Sit down do the exercises and you'll learn
also this one is not easy when U're retarded, and damaged Ur own attention span, and Ur math levels peaked at 9y/o and then only got worse and worse (at 9y/o i could do math for 14 y/o (school program wise) but at 14y/o i couldnt do math for 14y/o))
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okay im fairly certain the "Watch in window" feature of firefox on linux doesnt work properly, the moment i turn it on, the entire browser starts lagging
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is the feature i mean
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its called PiP
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picture in picture
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its not firefox exclusive
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Overlord
also this one is not easy when U're retarded, and damaged Ur own attention span, and Ur math levels peaked at 9y/o and then only got worse and worse (at 9y/o i could do math for 14 y/o (school program wise) but at 14y/o i couldnt do math for 14y/o))
You probably aren't actually retarded and you don't need much math for the kind of programming you want to do. Don't lose faith
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Learath2
You probably aren't actually retarded and you don't need much math for the kind of programming you want to do. Don't lose faith
network packet manipulation doesnt need much math?
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Yep, no math even
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What would you even do with math when you manipulate packets
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decipher them, and calculate position on the world map i guess, tho i dont think teleportation is even viable, why would nobody ever make a bot for teleportation if it was possible?
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i might have wrong idea, i know how it works in theory ( like MITM )
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Depends on the game and whether there is an anticheat
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i have the source code for 9.81 engine, so i will start from that direction downwards
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Some games just trust the position the client sends. So you can manipulate packets to teleport
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im pretty sure, it wont trust it to move more than one square, but that's all to see, im actually on this thought process for 5 years, with 0 work done, because imagine if U achieved Ur goals, then i wouldnt have any
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Anyway, to learn C++ you only need elementary math. Only specific tasks require math, not programming itself
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If you want to write your own renderer or do machine learning work you better know some linear algebra, or if you want to implement physics you better know some differential equations
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But even those are abstracted our for a while now. There are gamedev forums where people post code you can just copy and paste after they've solved the equations for you
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Overlord
im pretty sure, it wont trust it to move more than one square, but that's all to see, im actually on this thought process for 5 years, with 0 work done, because imagine if U achieved Ur goals, then i wouldnt have any
depends on how it is coded
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in some you can literally just give any coordinates to the game
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and you won't get setback or banned (edited)
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Don't let your dreams be dreams. There are very clear steps to reach your goal of learning C++
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ehhh, worst part is probably going through all the elementary stuff over and over again, on monday i will know if my chill job will be extended, and then i will have a lot of time to do nothing, might aswell read a pdf
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Learath2
Don't let your dreams be dreams. There are very clear steps to reach your goal of learning C++
my goal isnt learning c++ per se, just achieveing teleportation, and npc trade by my own hands
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its just that the game is written in C++ (with a bit of ansi C)
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and not gonna lie, i have based huge chunk on my life on this game, it was probably one of the reasons why i use computer to begin with
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Then maybe just steal other peoples work? Surely someone else figured out how the game works by now
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that's the thing, despite there being community (they made engine for private servers before the leak of real engine, and then decided their own is better anyway) nobody ever achieved teleportation, i did manage to abuse few bugs, like selling infnite items to npcs, but that was mostly wrongly made LUA in npc code, not engine itself
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also nobody is interested in old versions, they're very money oriented community, they rather make bots, and have 20 characters playing simultaneously to make cash
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and only engine bugs they're interested in, is if U can crash somone elses server
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well doesnt matter it's my "burden" that i took on myself
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Huh, that's bizarre. Surely it should be trivial to teleport around on a private server
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i mean, yes for a game master, but for that U need different ID in mysql / sqlite for Ur account adn then for specific character
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there were even times on some of the private 7.6 servers where U could delete walls (tho specific conditions had to be met )
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that's why im so surprised and interested in teleportation, since nobody ever did that
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childlish dream i agree, but in a nonsensical world, i wouldnt say its too bad (Except the part that im not working on it)
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i tried using random tcp proxies written in C, but either nothing worked, or my client crashed
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Oh you want to cheat on other peoples private servers, naughty
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Reported
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nah, current servers use, TFS 1.3 or TFS 1.4 or TFS 1.5 and they get downgraded to work with specific old versions
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but would be a lie to say, that i didn't when i thought it up all these years ago
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i have many more of those, probably like 20-30gb of random engines, some of them have viruses, since OT community is a lot about stealing and taking advantage of people
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ofc there are good people there too, else the project would never start to begin with
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btw the gamer looks like this, and this was the bot that could clone cash and delete walls
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im just living in perpetual nostalgia
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oh there was an android client for tibia
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i played it I think
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if you start on a burning ship
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tibiame, yeah i played it early too, got really good items, got stopped by paywall back then, came back many years later, and suddenly items had level requirments, but they were still equipped, fun times, tho my phone could barerly handle the game
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there was even tibia on PSP, pretty badly made, but resembling enough, was probably more like Proof of concept, that's doable, but very empty
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Good job, Korea!!!
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Tarzan
Good job, Korea!!!
what did i miss
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Kobra rank
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lel
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update: i feel a lot better
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im going out of the house to get smth small to eat
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I’m going live on Twitch - go (I’m naked) https://twitch.tv/lillarrow
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(he is not naked)
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@moty nice block yes?
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@moty nice block yes?
truly, magnificent
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I'm sorry btw
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@default they blocked you first i presume?
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Nah Anicate and his Dummy Bubble are know blockers
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The map couldn't be played due to the afk blocking the bottom part.
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Oh i understand, shame blockers exist, people should go into team more often ^^
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justatest
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love it
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yoinked
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@Plant
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cringe
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for the record, im based
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so i accept this cringe
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fokkonaut. You gotta invite us to a game man.
Just saw it now, what did you mean?
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@Learath2 how is ur friday night
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Ryozuki
@Learath2 how is ur friday night
depressing as always, mine is the only house with the lights on except for the one in the corner where some people seem to be having a party
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i wish we lived close
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i would drop by
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kek
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i live with parents still but its the same lol
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fokkonaut
Just saw it now, what did you mean?
social activities
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playing games together
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therapy
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@Learath2
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that's actually sad
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Alcohol isn't pretty
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also don't feel that one either tonight, I'll just lay on the floor and think about what went wrong
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Ryozuki
@Learath2
@keb this is why you should never drink alcohol
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Sphynx
that's actually sad
everything is sad
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Learath2
Alcohol isn't pretty
it isnt
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Learath2
also don't feel that one either tonight, I'll just lay on the floor and think about what went wrong
same result tho xD
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Without the headache in the morning
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cyberFighter
@keb this is why you should never drink alcohol
???
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xDe 1
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im convinced u just have unavoidable genetic depression
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the only good can of beer is one beer
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Learath2
Without the headache in the morning
suprisingly i rarely get it
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keb
the only good can of beer is one beer
i got 2
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and i smell weed from the bar
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down
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as i stated the only good can of beer is one beer
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Ryozuki
suprisingly i rarely get it
Depends solely on the ratio of ethanol to water you consume a night
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Atleast for me 😛
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i tend to drink lot of water too
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If I manage to spam water before I pass out I never get a headache
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Literally why i got airfryer
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@Learath2 c++ checks out
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Kotlin people look cool
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I wonder what happens when they mix like JS and PHP
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Caveman with smol brain ez
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