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Keskin 2023-02-20 01:14:11Z

Keskin

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yani bu çocukla dalga geçecek kadar alcaksin

06:53

bu çocuğun engeli var ve bunu adı mizah oluyor dalga gecince

i did it

Alex

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this is us

07:52

I botted that so hard

Horunik

i did it

@bencie dmdm

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Horunik

i did it

молодец

Broso56

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nekorul

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Man I still can't find it

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cankick

bu çocuğun engeli var ve bunu adı mizah oluyor dalga gecince

çocuk dediğin adam eline çocuk verir knk kimseyle dalga geçtiğimiz yok bak dalgana

Keskin

çocuk dediğin adam eline çocuk verir knk kimseyle dalga geçtiğimiz yok bak dalgana

kardeşim sende gayet iyi biliorsun (edited)

17:00

adam cocuk değil ama (edited)

17:00

baya dalga gecdiler

Did you know it is relatively hard to die from alcohol poisoning unless you are a very small person?

Are you talking from experience?

19:18

I will be putting it to test tonight

update us tomorrow... or not monkaS

At 68kg even 10 standard drinks shouldn't kill me

Learath2

At 68kg even 10 standard drinks shouldn't kill me

Hey just try one drink of isopropyl

19:20

Its damn strong!

I need scientific data about this. I'll have to try

Nah that'd definitely kill me. I'm just trying to be on the edge

Wanna feel like dying? Just dont eat entire day and then spike urself with sugar

19:21

Eapecially in liquid form

Someone who swallows isopropyl alcohol may appear drunk. Effects include sedation, slurred speech, unsteadiness when walking, and vomiting. Isopropyl alcohol is also extremely irritating to the digestive tract. Drinking a lot of it can cause vomiting, diarrhea, pain, and bleeding in the stomach and intestines. "Dying" isn't written there. Might be safe nouis

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It wont kill U, U will just feel like puking and everything will be dizzy/sipnny

Overlord

Eapecially in liquid form

Hm, why should that do anything? It's basically fasting and breaking a fast quickly

No, ur body goes numb nuts i have no idea how it works

19:23

I read it in a book about survival to avoid certain sugars when U are exhausted

not eating for a day isn't that much either....

Will give it a try, thanks for the tip

And accidently tried on myself

"Accidentaly didn't eat for a day and then accidentally proceeded to eat sugar in liquid form"

I didnt eat for entire night and work day then got really really sweet tea at restaurant and nearly passed out (atlest thats what i felt)

Devinci

"Accidentaly didn't eat for a day and then accidentally proceeded to eat sugar in liquid form"

Happens to all of us

Devinci

"Accidentaly didn't eat for a day and then accidentally proceeded to eat sugar in liquid form"

Ye :l it really happens

19:24

I read it 2-3 weeks prior and forgot about it till it happened (edited)

Overlord

I didnt eat for entire night and work day then got really really sweet tea at restaurant and nearly passed out (atlest thats what i felt)

oh wait. this might actually explain some stuff

19:25

so yeah, I'll probably consume less sugar from now on justatest

Learath2

At 68kg even 10 standard drinks shouldn't kill me

r u smol?

Way too big to die from drinking

u can definitly die from drinking

Devinci

so yeah, I'll probably consume less sugar from now on justatest

Its only a problem when U dont have other stuff to digest it with and its not for every type of sugar i think honey has this effect

one way is u get too drunk and poke upwards

19:25

if ur in a bad position u die

19:26

cuz u cant breathe

Learath2

Way too big to die from drinking

U can die from drinking like my neighbour fight ur drink buddy to death over last bottle

If I was a 40kg female and drank 10 standard drinks I'd get a lethal level of BAC (edited)

Ryozuki

if ur in a bad position u die

yeah but that's not dying from drinking is it? More like drowning in your own vomit

well drinking caused it

did it really?

and it definitly can happen

you had to put yourself in a bad position

If U want sure fire way to die painful death

lol when ur drunk u dont decide that

19:27

xd

Just melt a lot of salt in small amount of water and drink it

thats why first rule of someone puking is to put them in a position

Nothing will save U

if they are on the ground

Overlord

If U want sure fire way to die painful death

But I mean, what would be the real cause of dead? "drinking too much" or "not enough oxygen / whatever you call it "

19:27

nvm, I'm thinking too much about this

U can die from alcohol poisoning with liver failure

repeated drinking a lot will also cause ur liver to be shit

Overlord

Just melt a lot of salt in small amount of water and drink it

Hypernatremia is correctable if caught early

but i first would worry about becoming addict

19:28

and then agresive

19:28

and more sad

Ye but as with every toxin if U drink for first time huge amount U might not handle it

Learath2

Hypernatremia is correctable if caught early

Show me where the ambulance arrives in less than 7 min

drugs = bad case solved

Either way dying is bad, self harm too

i think the actual state of "feeling" good from drinking doesnt last too much, and then the depressive side kicks in hard

U cant get isekaied this way

Overlord

Either way dying is bad, self harm too

yes dying is bad, one less tax payer

19:30

if ur on the old side of age, dying is good

True, unless they die on the day of their retirement

kek

19:31

capitalism powa

Ryozuki

i think the actual state of "feeling" good from drinking doesnt last too much, and then the depressive side kicks in hard

you don't get depressed if you can't wake up

Devinci

you don't get depressed if you can't wake up

This is the goal

If U dont want to wake up just dont sleep

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Devinci

you don't get depressed if you can't wake up

i just read ur discord bio, and i can only say its interesting xd

19:32

where u high writing that? kek

Ehhhh. I'm my defence I put that a long time ago justatest

19:32

nah, just looked for shitposts, and found that

19:32

^regarding capitalism (edited)

19:33

me_irl

Grave robber or digger

lmao

Devinci

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This is equal to wishing to get hit by car everyday

that one is gold

Damn spy x my mom spoilers i havent seen 2nd season at all

Ryozuki

i think the actual state of "feeling" good from drinking doesnt last too much, and then the depressive side kicks in hard

Ethanol is a cns depressant, there is not much happy associated with it. It does numb all sorts of pain though, which is A+

im just imagining a 13y old kid joining this discord happy to play and seeing this offtopic chat

19:34

kekw

13 yo are already depressed

listening to billie eilis

Learath2

Ethanol is a cns depressant, there is not much happy associated with it. It does numb all sorts of pain though, which is A+

Alcohol is only fun when its wine, with a friend and U later lie in bed with that friend but there is nothing geh about that because thats what people in and before medieval times did

the fun ends when you realise the 10cl you drank actually cost 30 euros

Thats when U pull the trick of my neighbour

19:39

Either way @Learath2 have U ever been really drunk?

Overlord

Either way @Learath2 have U ever been really drunk?

I've literally crawled home before though only across the hall

So... do You want to repeat that?

Overlord

So... do You want to repeat that?

No, I hate being drunk with a passion

then what's the reason for all of this?

Self destructive behaviour

then why not do something fun and self destructive?

19:42

like spending night in a forest?

19:42

or going to some junkie nightclub

19:43

i think drinking is same as smoking, "safe" self destructive behavior, same as food/sugar addiction U only see results with time

how is going to a nightclub better, You are still drunking but with people you don't know and far from home

im just saying, people do what they already know in the self destructive behavior, because they know it's pretty "safe" but i would be damned if i ever went to junkie nightclub

19:47

also to make things straight im not recommending self harm, but to think about what and why, what's even the point? it will only make U feel like shit even more later on

who cares, that's something that the "you" from the futur will ahve to handle, not you

weird way of thought, i hate myself for what i did in the past, and what i do in future, but i think i would loathe myself even more if i ever went and did something permanently retarded just because i feel like that now

honestly Idk xD. Probably to just feel better. I can't (sadly? thanksfully?)talk from experience (edited)

why wont people just explore new ways of masturbation, which are just as dangerous, putting things here and there, why dont they just buy useless expensive stuff, or as i said do something actually dangerous, i think problem with self harm starts when Ur everyday is exactly the same for years and only seems worse in retrospective, so Ur brain tells U to do something...anything

bruh bro

19:59

Overlord

or going to some junkie nightclub

I don't have the social skills to go to clubs alone. I write C++

och U do?

20:00

might i interest U in a source code

20:00

to see if somone fucked up on network packets?

No. I refuse to look at anymore code. It ruined my life

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might i interest U in woodworking then?

20:05

imo, buy urself some clay, or whatever else and do some manual labour, a pottery, a wooden mushroom statue idk

20:06

but it helps, I dont recommend music or instruments U migth feel even worse thanks to them

Learath2

No. I refuse to look at anymore code. It ruined my life

But.. but... and my freezeb- troll

There is no fun for the lonely, only pain and suffering

20:09

im gonna repeat what i always say to people... if U cant be happy by urself, U will only make the person U spend time with miserable too

Wii U

can't really agree with that. You maybe be happy with someone but sad when alone

I get up, I study for courses I don't give three shits about for a dozen hours, play an hour or so of games that are barely fun, sleep, repeat

you seem to have a problem with perspective

20:12

that's all i can say

Learath2

I get up, I study for courses I don't give three shits about for a dozen hours, play an hour or so of games that are barely fun, sleep, repeat

I get up, go to work where i just try to pass time, spend time with people that physically disgust me (eating their own fingernails), go home, sleep, wake up, walk the dog, eat, back to sleep, no time/energy for games or hobby

Perspective is overrated. What does knowing other people that are worse off really bring to the table? I hate living all the same whether there is a starving kid somewhere or not

im 99.7% sure it's now what @Iza meant with perspective

i'm not talking about comparing yourself to others

it's not about who has it worse or better, it's about accepting reality, that it's actually Ur life and U just choose to be unhappy, due to self perservation mechanism, because it's safer to study, than going live in forest alone, (which is more fun but if U break ur ankle U're dead)

20:16

and even then in that forest far from civilization full of free time, U do same shit everyday, get wood, eat, sleep, maybe play some instrument or watch grass grow

Learath2

I get up, I study for courses I don't give three shits about for a dozen hours, play an hour or so of games that are barely fun, sleep, repeat

our lives are made up of the same whole

20:18

i study german and arabic intensivly

Overlord

it's not about who has it worse or better, it's about accepting reality, that it's actually Ur life and U just choose to be unhappy, due to self perservation mechanism, because it's safer to study, than going live in forest alone, (which is more fun but if U break ur ankle U're dead)

This is absurd. Who would choose to be unhappy? (edited)

You do, and increasing amount of population does

20:18

my irl friend, went to study comp science, instead of philosophy (which actually interests him) just because he fears being a wage slave

20:19

guess what, he's unhappy despite achieving results i expect burnout in 10 years

No one would explicitly choose to be unhappy, you can argue their other decisions ultimately lead to unhappiness but you'd have to be insane to pick unhappiness given the choice

well are U living Ur life according to Ur choices, or somone's expectations?

you're indirectly choosing to be unhappy

LOL

and like overlord said, more and more people are like that

20:20

it doesn't have to be your fault, this is a changing world we're living in right now

Some people chose to be unhappy cause they actually don't know how to be happy

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This is why I hate talking to well adjusted people. Everything is so simple for you with all your perspective

do i count among the well adjusted? if yes then damn i must be good at putting up facade

nah we just don't see whole situation and thats why we can't model anything

to be unhappy it is enough not to do anything and to be alone....

most of the times I tell people stuff that I don't even follow myself, I don't understand your situation fully but in some ways I can maybe understand you

actually our words have no sense for you

If you think anyone on earth actively choses to be unhappy you are out of your mind

I'm actually talking from the unhappy side. not long ago I had the best day of my life, next day I cried cause I came back to usual daylife. Now I'¡m not changing anything cause I don't know what to do xD

Learath2

If you think anyone on earth actively choses to be unhappy you are out of your mind

pay attention to my wording, "indirectly"

If you think people make choices that lead to unhappiness sure, but how could they be blamed for the butterfly effect of their choices 15 steps down the line?

20:23

It's absurd

20:24

How was I supposed to know not being more social almost a decade ago would lead to me being depressed and alone? At some level of indirection there is no choice anymore, it's just randomness

cause you can always change.I'm in the exact same situation tho

Learath2

How was I supposed to know not being more social almost a decade ago would lead to me being depressed and alone? At some level of indirection there is no choice anymore, it's just randomness

its really bad to be alone

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Devinci

cause you can always change.I'm in the exact same situation tho

Change what exactly? Say your life is full of regrets, can you go back and fix them?

Don't regret and care about what happens at the moment?

i'm sure you hear this everyday, but part of achieving happiness is to look over your past, and atleast try to look forward

Learath2

How was I supposed to know not being more social almost a decade ago would lead to me being depressed and alone? At some level of indirection there is no choice anymore, it's just randomness

okay but that was decade ago? for example, i couldnt have any friends all my childhood till i was basically an adult, and that was still a problem, so never ever meeting anyone after school, no friends coming over or going to anyone, ofc I could just forever blame my familly, but i could aswell just fight fears and try, currently my list of friends consists of a guy who was in same school but different classes (hard to tell how we became friends) and a guy i met due to work (a friend of coworker) and now we're friends too.

Bomb | DerpDEX | Ambit Finance

Don't regret and care about what happens at the moment?

Well sure, but can you really logic yourself into that? You wouldn't even have regrets if you didn't care about the past at all

no, your way of living. start something new. going outside, meet people, etc. But what would I know anyways, I'm not doing any of that x)

don't do anything in the future that you regret in the past, that's the only solution

Learath2

Well sure, but can you really logic yourself into that? You wouldn't even have regrets if you didn't care about the past at all

I could logic myself into that

well... the only way of looking past your regrets... it's actually not having them, so that's not really an option x)

cankick

don't do anything in the future that you regret in the past, that's the only solution

You can live a better life in the future, but if what depresses you is your past and it's effects on your life now, you still can't fix it. You can only make sure it doesn't get worse

anyway i'm not a psychiatrist but you seem to be stuck in a mental loop, I unfortunately can't help you there

It's normal to commit errors and you must learn from that, but overthinking it in such a way that you get to feeling bad is just overdoing

There is no helping me, I'll just wither away here, slowly, hating every single day of it until I become a bitter old man that complains about parking places in the street

that's... quite pessimistic

Bomb | DerpDEX | Ambit Finance

It's normal to commit errors and you must learn from that, but overthinking it in such a way that you get to feeling bad is just overdoing

Yes, I do this a lot, I think a lot about the mistakes I have made or the things I wish I had said or the things I wish I could change that I never wanted to do in my life.

i just said "I" can't help you. It doesn't mean that you yourself won't overcome your problems one day, since the only real solution is to help yourself

cankick

Yes, I do this a lot, I think a lot about the mistakes I have made or the things I wish I had said or the things I wish I could change that I never wanted to do in my life.

I can give you the usual advice, it works for some people. "Don't worry about the past it's in the past and you can't change it"

Other solution is to get rich, cause money brings happiness

No, I can tell you there is no happiness in money at all

Devinci

Other solution is to get rich, cause money brings happiness

thats exactly my mindset lmao

At some point you'll have acquired everything you want. Unless you are one of those insatiable people, material possessions will just be empty after a while

Nah, for money to not give happiness means either you aren't spending it correctly or you don't have enough to spend it on hobbies

Devinci

Other solution is to get rich, cause money brings happiness

Do you really think rich people are happy??? ohh noo

i agree with devinci

There is only one truly valuable thing on this earth, it's the connections you make with other people

cankick

Do you really think rich people are happy??? ohh noo

Vast majority of rich people have always been rich. So they don't know how to "enjoy" nor spending money correctly

money is never the solution

It is

Well I guess I won't rob you of your dream

Learath2

You can live a better life in the future, but if what depresses you is your past and it's effects on your life now, you still can't fix it. You can only make sure it doesn't get worse

U cant turn back time, i cant go to 2013 and tell myself not to drop c++ to please my mother with school grades, cant tell my 2015 self to not be depressed ass and sleep 11-14h a day for 3 years straight, cant tell my 2019 self to actually read the books i bought and learn something to not end up where i currently am, or 2020 self to not drop chinese/japanese langauge learning, cant go back in time to fix my small brain that after excercises group was disbaneded to just find a new group, but what i can is make amends for some of those now? cant i? ofc it's harder, ofc i beat myself because suddenly time is running out quickly, i get depressed and think if it's even worth doing anything because ultimately it doesnt matter, and i think it's exactly because it doesnt matter, im just a freaking number, that could die from tree dropping on me due to high wind, is why im free, because i finally have to please noone but myself, all my current mistakes are due to myself, but so are achievments, my dreams of cloning items in old game are voided too because i dont enjoy playing it anymore (mostly because "its waste of time"), so since the only other option is to be depressed as fuck, why not just do things at my own pace, or not do them at all, it's all about mindset, and no amount of pills can cure depression, also just so U know, I personally talked with people the same way U do over the years (i would say it took me solid 7 years) and thought there's no hope, but little by little the acceptance of myself fixed it atleast a bit

20:34

sorry for essay!!

im not readying that

20:34

cya

Devinci

Vast majority of rich people have always been rich. So they don't know how to "enjoy" nor spending money correctly

after a while they will fall into another kind of depression because they can get everything

you are tired of something? Get a nice week-end at the mountains / go skying / diving etc... get yourself a nice hotel, a nice restaurant (and preferably with 1 or 2 more persons....) that's enough to empty your head

cankick

after a while they will fall into another kind of depression because they can get everything

nah. The idea isn't to ALWAYS ahve everything. Just do your normal life. then enjoy a few REALLY GOOD moments some holidays, weekend, etc

Devinci

you are tired of something? Get a nice week-end at the mountains / go skying / diving etc... get yourself a nice hotel, a nice restaurant (and preferably with 1 or 2 more persons....) that's enough to empty your head

On the one hand it's true, but you have to be very rich for that.

Devinci

you are tired of something? Get a nice week-end at the mountains / go skying / diving etc... get yourself a nice hotel, a nice restaurant (and preferably with 1 or 2 more persons....) that's enough to empty your head

+ people always say when you're rich that you won't have real friends because their just after your money, but that's far from reality since if you're rich you will find like minded people like you that are also rich and just want friends

Yes

Devinci

you are tired of something? Get a nice week-end at the mountains / go skying / diving etc... get yourself a nice hotel, a nice restaurant (and preferably with 1 or 2 more persons....) that's enough to empty your head

when U are actually depressed none of those help, and then U beat urself for even spending money on those since U cant "enjoy them properly"

Overlord

when U are actually depressed none of those help, and then U beat urself for even spending money on those since U cant "enjoy them properly"

trust me, a nice weekend with friends REALLY helps you clear your mind

20:37

only downside, it costs like 1000 euros for a day if you want something TRULY good

Devinci

trust me, a nice weekend with friends REALLY helps you clear your mind

not really, especially if U somehow make the mood of the group worse, then U beat urself for saying something or being unable to, or feeling like 5th wheel

then your company isn't good enough

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Overlord

U cant turn back time, i cant go to 2013 and tell myself not to drop c++ to please my mother with school grades, cant tell my 2015 self to not be depressed ass and sleep 11-14h a day for 3 years straight, cant tell my 2019 self to actually read the books i bought and learn something to not end up where i currently am, or 2020 self to not drop chinese/japanese langauge learning, cant go back in time to fix my small brain that after excercises group was disbaneded to just find a new group, but what i can is make amends for some of those now? cant i? ofc it's harder, ofc i beat myself because suddenly time is running out quickly, i get depressed and think if it's even worth doing anything because ultimately it doesnt matter, and i think it's exactly because it doesnt matter, im just a freaking number, that could die from tree dropping on me due to high wind, is why im free, because i finally have to please noone but myself, all my current mistakes are due to myself, but so are achievments, my dreams of cloning items in old game are voided too because i dont enjoy playing it anymore (mostly because "its waste of time"), so since the only other option is to be depressed as fuck, why not just do things at my own pace, or not do them at all, it's all about mindset, and no amount of pills can cure depression, also just so U know, I personally talked with people the same way U do over the years (i would say it took me solid 7 years) and thought there's no hope, but little by little the acceptance of myself fixed it atleast a bit

Hey, glad it worked out for you. I just don't see it that way. Please no one but yourself, but how? If I could find joy in things I'd just do those and not be depressed, it'd be trivial

Overlord

when U are actually depressed none of those help, and then U beat urself for even spending money on those since U cant "enjoy them properly"

you have to find out what factors are making you depressed in the first place. And trust me, alot of these factors will vanish with money

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Iza

you have to find out what factors are making you depressed in the first place. And trust me, alot of these factors will vanish with money

i think if i won lottery i would be depressed again, but due to different reasons, like going back to hermit life of just living in front of pc

if you want to get rid of depression just watch this video for 10 hours

Devinci

you are tired of something? Get a nice week-end at the mountains / go skying / diving etc... get yourself a nice hotel, a nice restaurant (and preferably with 1 or 2 more persons....) that's enough to empty your head

I have access to enough money to do all of the above, I'm still here sitting in the dark chatting with strangers. You really would be surprised how quickly you get bored of all those material distractions

Learath2

Hey, glad it worked out for you. I just don't see it that way. Please no one but yourself, but how? If I could find joy in things I'd just do those and not be depressed, it'd be trivial

when i looked at some of my chats, from back then, i could not understand myself either, it's extremely weird because theoretically im same person who wrote all that

Devinci

you are tired of something? Get a nice week-end at the mountains / go skying / diving etc... get yourself a nice hotel, a nice restaurant (and preferably with 1 or 2 more persons....) that's enough to empty your head

Being rich is not a solution in any way, you just don't have to worry about making ends meet, that's all.

only swiss people understand, am i right @Devinci

20:41

jk xD

Iza

you have to find out what factors are making you depressed in the first place. And trust me, alot of these factors will vanish with money

imo U cant find those while U're depressed, sometimes listing these things help, especially when U have a bit better day and check on them

Learath2

I have access to enough money to do all of the above, I'm still here sitting in the dark chatting with strangers. You really would be surprised how quickly you get bored of all those material distractions

Okay, you got access to them, but do you actually do it? And like I said, I'm not talking about material stuff here. Just enjoying a nice relaxing time doing some cool activity / sport int a beautiful /peaceful place

Iza

only swiss people understand, am i right @Devinci

I'll tell you when I'll get my first paycheck and stop spending giganormous amounts of money on living

Devinci

Okay, you got access to them, but do you actually do it? And like I said, I'm not talking about material stuff here. Just enjoying a nice relaxing time doing some cool activity / sport int a beautiful /peaceful place

Sure, I travel almost all the time, that is one of the few things I still barely enjoy

Overlord

imo U cant find those while U're depressed, sometimes listing these things help, especially when U have a bit better day and check on them

you can but it's obviously alot harder to find these factors in a depressed state

I treat myself to stupidly overpriced dinners every once in a while, that is also an indulgence of mine that is still a little enjoyable

Devinci

I'll tell you when I'll get my first paycheck and stop spending giganormous amounts of money on living

let me know

Devinci

I'll tell you when I'll get my first paycheck and stop spending giganormous amounts of money on living

Learath2

I treat myself to stupidly overpriced dinners every once in a while, that is also an indulgence of mine that is still a little enjoyable

then go to Nusret

Learath2

I treat myself to stupidly overpriced dinners every once in a while, that is also an indulgence of mine that is still a little enjoyable

dont U enjoy our company tho?

20:44

how is this different from having real conversations

I'm only a single step away from proving that unhappiness is not related to any of these things you list

well, I also added good company... and it's true that only by having money you wont get that... So yeah I guess you are right

i don't know what that means but we're not here to prove you wrong

But money REALLYY does help if you don't have it. But as I see it it's not your case

Learath2

I'm only a single step away from proving that unhappiness is not related to any of these things you list

this sentence really does sound like U choose to be unhappy, to prove point, jk jk

Devinci

But money REALLYY does help if you don't have it. But as I see it it's not your case

I'm sure, all I'm saying is that it just might not be what you need because you do get bored of it quite quickly, unless I guess you enjoy the act of buying stuff itself

Devinci

But money REALLYY does help if you don't have it. But as I see it it's not your case

Its helps when your depression is based of that .

everytime i have a conversation about money and depression it feels like a deja vu (edited)

Ama

Its helps when your depression is based of that .

it's almost always related to that... Every person I've met that had problems was because they stayed too much at home / did drugs. Money gives you the means to go outside

Iza

everytime i have a conversation about money and depression it feels like a deja vu (edited)

Devinci

it's almost always related to that... Every person I've met that had problems was because they stayed too much at home / did drugs. Money gives you the means to go outside

Doing drugs costs a lot of money haha

Ama

Its helps when your depression is based of that .

true financial instabilities sucks balls.

lots money = shit

Iza

everytime i have a conversation about money and depression it feels like a deja vu (edited)

because we're living in a simulation, this convo already happend a few times, but unbeknownst to all, subconsious of learath might actually change

Ama

Doing drugs costs a lot of money haha

okay yeah, but as I sais a while ago (when the convo started) You either don't ahve enough money or just don't know how to spend it correctly. it would be the latter here

I have a friend that is the exact antithesis of this entire conversation. The guy has enough money to buy me yet he is an absolute mess, don't think I've ever seen him happy

Devinci

okay yeah, but as I sais a while ago (when the convo started) You either don't ahve enough money or just don't know how to spend it correctly. it would be the latter here

wait till U start fearing people and stuff BECAUSE U have a lot of money

Overlord

wait till U start fearing people and stuff BECAUSE U have a lot of money

I hope I'll have enough money for that xD. But I'm reallyy not social anyways so doubt

Learath2

I have a friend that is the exact antithesis of this entire conversation. The guy has enough money to buy me yet he is an absolute mess, don't think I've ever seen him happy

bruh, money (unless U're really struggling to live) cannot make a person happy, these same people who hate their everyday job, and "Wasting life there" granted 300mln $ might not know what to do with themselves, with all that free time, then ofc indulgence would start and later on, nothing would provide them happy chemicals, because they dont have to work for anything / can have anything instantly

20:52

traveling would become dull, good food would be just food

Learath2

I have a friend that is the exact antithesis of this entire conversation. The guy has enough money to buy me yet he is an absolute mess, don't think I've ever seen him happy

share

/s

Anyway, there is only one thing I don't have in this life and that is a gf. If that doesn't work either then I'll conclude that some people are just wired to be unhappy

20:53

Will cross that bridge when I get to it

Why do I feel like we are restarting the chat from zero

Until then I'll just wither away here, playing silly games

Learath2

Anyway, there is only one thing I don't have in this life and that is a gf. If that doesn't work either then I'll conclude that some people are just wired to be unhappy

once U find some, dont end like *[redacted] guy from kog, who went and tried to kill himself when they split (edited)

Learath2

Anyway, there is only one thing I don't have in this life and that is a gf. If that doesn't work either then I'll conclude that some people are just wired to be unhappy

Anything you would want to change in your life ?

Ama

Anything you would want to change in your life ?

he wants to be happy, duh

Learath2

Anyway, there is only one thing I don't have in this life and that is a gf. If that doesn't work either then I'll conclude that some people are just wired to be unhappy

a gf wont help if you don't fix yourself first

what scares me about this is that I could perfectly become like Learath in 5-10 years D:

Overlord

he wants to be happy, duh

That is an emotion and not something he wants haha

Chairn

a gf wont help if you don't fix yourself first

someone else can help you A LOT

it can, but it's a huge burden on them

20:55

and you just pass the pain to someone else instead of solving your issues

Ama

That is an emotion and not something he wants haha

it's actually what he wants 99%, to be in state of happiness, but it's a goal U cant achieve, that's why there are so many memes "i dont want to be horny, but happy

Overlord

once U find some, dont end like *[redacted] guy from kog, who went and tried to kill himself when they split (edited)

No, I promise, if that won't work I'll find something to live for, I'll just brainwash myself into being a neoliberal and get pleasure from money and the accumulation of it

Chairn

a gf wont help if you don't fix yourself first

@Devinci will argue against it, but i support that, U will only drain the other person

not if you keep your burdens to yourself. The other person can just help you enjoy the time you spend with him/her

Chairn

a gf wont help if you don't fix yourself first

that's very situational but often true

Ama

Anything you would want to change in your life ?

Am I allowed to go back in time? If so I'm going back 6 years and going to uni lectures from the first year. Or a decade back and never learning C++

Is c++ that bad???

Learath2

No, I promise, if that won't work I'll find something to live for, I'll just brainwash myself into being a neoliberal and get pleasure from money and the accumulation of it

worst part is when the other person is with U just out of convenience, reminds me of those political marraiges

Learath2

Am I allowed to go back in time? If so I'm going back 6 years and going to uni lectures from the first year. Or a decade back and never learning C++

Who stops you from stopping to program ?

I may want to stop learning it

Learath2

Am I allowed to go back in time? If so I'm going back 6 years and going to uni lectures from the first year. Or a decade back and never learning C++

meanwhile i would kill to go decade back and keep on learning C++, funny

Learath2

Am I allowed to go back in time? If so I'm going back 6 years and going to uni lectures from the first year. Or a decade back and never learning C++

well, i skipped lectures from first year university. Then i did the same the year after and i lost 2 years in total. But then i restarted from scratch at 1st year (different) university and now im a phd

(edited)

20:57

so you can always restart where you want

it's funny how people always say "don't turn your passion into a job"

Devinci

what scares me about this is that I could perfectly become like Learath in 5-10 years D:

If you are about 15 you are right on track. I thought money would make me happy, I didn't need any relationships, I would just travel around, eat good, hang out with my friends

there's a problem in that sentence

Learath2

If you are about 15 you are right on track. I thought money would make me happy, I didn't need any relationships, I would just travel around, eat good, hang out with my friends

nah, 20

Learath2

If you are about 15 you are right on track. I thought money would make me happy, I didn't need any relationships, I would just travel around, eat good, hang out with my friends

Friends in adult life

Ama

Who stops you from stopping to program ?

Too late, you can never forget, it's a curse

don't need any relationships, ..., hang out with friends

Learath2

If you are about 15 you are right on track. I thought money would make me happy, I didn't need any relationships, I would just travel around, eat good, hang out with my friends

haha when those friends dont have money / strict jobs U cant reach them at all, ach the wage cage gotta love it :v

Chairn

don't need any relationships, ..., hang out with friends

I distinguish between (romantic) relationships and friendships. I refuse to submit to the unified theory of social interaction

well, friends are relation ships (etymologicly)

20:59

platonic ones though

" unified theory of social interaction" xDDDD

21:00

what's that

hey guys, we all forgot to propose, "find god in ur life :-)" where are my theists friends at?!

Devinci

nah, 20

You may have made it over the hump maybe you can just be permahappy with only money

actually i think joning a sect would help a lot, plenty of social interactions, "grand purpose" feeling of fitting in

xDDD

Chairn

well, i skipped lectures from first year university. Then i did the same the year after and i lost 2 years in total. But then i restarted from scratch at 1st year (different) university and now im a phd

(edited)

I don't actually care about the learning, I can do that on my own, I just want more friends

Overlord

actually i think joning a sect would help a lot, plenty of social interactions, "grand purpose" feeling of fitting in

uff worst idea ever

Learath2

I don't actually care about the learning, I can do that on my own, I just want more friends

U can get them anywhere or not get them at all, U might end in a situation where U think U're friends with somone, but they're just using U to pass subjects, or U're just friends in that specific settings, because U're the least unlikeable person to that guy

Iza

it's funny how people always say "don't turn your passion into a job"

Funnily enough my father always says the exact opposite

Learath2

I don't actually care about the learning, I can do that on my own, I just want more friends

Are you doing something to actually get more friends ? Or staying in home and traveling alone

can we open a "looking for friends on the #looking-for-group

21:02

i think he means irl friends

Chairn

uff worst idea ever

U sure? i heard it actually works because of these reasons

21:02

i mean gaining sect members

Chairn

i think he means irl friends

yeah, maybe I'll find someone who lives nearby...

21:02

yeah, sect definetely wont solve any problems, only agraves them

how much are we in this discord? 10000? may do it

Chairn

yeah, sect definetely wont solve any problems, only agraves them

been in one yet?

no, does that disprove my point?

bruh, nobody wants to be friends with random people, it's like tinder but for friends, U will feel "weird"

Well, friendships start somewhere don't they?

Chairn

no, does that disprove my point?

i know atleast 3 people who have been, and one of them nearly died, because they were eating sun, hilarious, but the sectleader had real integrity and died :v

it's like talking to strangers, idk

I think adult friendships are really hard to make .

Overlord

i know atleast 3 people who have been, and one of them nearly died, because they were eating sun, hilarious, but the sectleader had real integrity and died :v

so... you are proving his point right?

i mean they were all happy for the duration of being part of the group

Devinci

what's that

There is this theory that all social interactions are equal and they satisfy your social needs. I say NO

atleast it wasnt a scam... but real belief

yeah definitely no

Learath2

There is this theory that all social interactions are equal and they satisfy your social needs. I say NO

finally some sensible words

Ama

Are you doing something to actually get more friends ? Or staying in home and traveling alone

I sort of gave up on it, mostly because I don't even know where the fuck to find them. I joined a club or 3. I frequented bars, I went to lectures

Ama

I think adult friendships are really hard to make .

how are they different of childhood ones? I would actually say they're more real

Learath2

I sort of gave up on it, mostly because I don't even know where the fuck to find them. I joined a club or 3. I frequented bars, I went to lectures

you don't just need to go, you're not a motherfucking statue. You need to talk to them

Learath2

I sort of gave up on it, mostly because I don't even know where the fuck to find them. I joined a club or 3. I frequented bars, I went to lectures

Yeah lectures the Best way to find friends

Overlord

how are they different of childhood ones? I would actually say they're more real

well... when you are a child it's wayy easier to make contacts....

People just aren't looking for friends after the first couple months of anything. Whether it be work or uni or whatever

Learath2

I sort of gave up on it, mostly because I don't even know where the fuck to find them. I joined a club or 3. I frequented bars, I went to lectures

places to meet friends: 1. at other friends, 2. culinary lessons, 3. martial arts (boxing, whatever), 4. work/university they dont have to be in Ur class

I cant say much i dont really have friends but just took my gf Brother As my bestfriend

You acquire 2-3 "friends" and you just stop hiring

Overlord

places to meet friends: 1. at other friends, 2. culinary lessons, 3. martial arts (boxing, whatever), 4. work/university they dont have to be in Ur class

1. bootstrapping problem, 2. NO, 3. never tried, 4. only the first month or so and you cant go back in time

if u lived in barcelona i would hang out

and even the first weeks... you still need to be a bit social....

so it's not that easy either

no, it still works in the middle of the year

Learath2

1. bootstrapping problem, 2. NO, 3. never tried, 4. only the first month or so and you cant go back in time

about 4th i wont agree, first month people just form groups and realise they often dont fit in certain group and float somewhere else

just ask questions on how to do X problem

21:09

eat with them also

stalk them, hear them talking about dragonball, then say something, they wont just randomly ignore U, boom temporary friendship now just need to soldify it

Well, you need to eat with them, and engage a conversation with them. And when you are complete strangers it may be a bit weird...

U guys are way too ahead, i would say eating with them is already atleast middle level of friendship

just make ddnet con and we can all become learath friends there

21:10

Ryozuki

just make ddnet con and we can all become learath friends there

for 1 day*

i feel like if people meet irl it changes ur view

21:11

u no longer view the other as an avatar image

Ryozuki

i feel like if people meet irl it changes ur view

i mean he wants physical friends, no way im staying in turkey longer than required

People Talking about how to get friends on discord . This is just peak

i think he lives in italy

Ryozuki

just make ddnet con and we can all become learath friends there

I support ddnet con

Ama

People Talking about how to get friends on discord . This is just peak

and ur here bruv

Ryozuki

i think he lives in italy

tbh i have two internet friends, and U dont need to meet them, but after knowing them for so long i really do want to, but jobs became problems...

Overlord

tbh i have two internet friends, and U dont need to meet them, but after knowing them for so long i really do want to, but jobs became problems...

yeah

21:12

but if u meet them irl it changes

21:12

im sure

Ryozuki

u no longer view the other as an avatar image

damn, imagine Ryozuki is a tall bearded guy and not a skinny girl. Won't ever be the same to talk to you

(edited)

xdddd

lmao

Chairn

damn, imagine Ryozuki is a tall bearded guy and not a skinny girl. Won't ever be the same to talk to you

(edited)

he already changed avatar, and i thought it was somone else

Chairn

damn, imagine Ryozuki is a tall bearded guy and not a skinny girl. Won't ever be the same to talk to you

(edited)

u arent a bear?

depends

Ryozuki

u arent a bear?

might be just a fursuit U never know

Overlord

he already changed avatar, and i thought it was somone else

and ur pfp looks like a kid

21:13

xd

what's your definition of bear?

21:13

that's because of Sorah

Ryozuki

and ur pfp looks like a kid

fbi

https://tenor.com/4Bne.gif

21:14

dont worry, im defienietly not honeypot

Overlord

about 4th i wont agree, first month people just form groups and realise they often dont fit in certain group and float somewhere else

Groups split up, they don't become free-agents

Ryozuki

u arent a bear?

You know thats how fat hairy gays call themselfs ?

Is that really a thing?

Learath2

Groups split up, they don't become free-agents

idk happend to me after first two months in technican higschool, man, U're really similar to my irl friend.... U think U can trick me with that Turkey thing HUH?

nvm I shouldn't have googled that

JONATHAN!!!!

Devinci

nvm I shouldn't have googled that

what did U google?

fat hairy gays bear

21:16

wanted to fact check

Ama

You know thats how fat hairy gays call themselfs ?

im hairy, but not fat (yet)

btw it's all fun and games talking here, but bet if we met irl it would be just awkward silence

I know that because someone my gf worked with was gay and was starting in some Mister bear event haha

obviously, mixing people from 15 to 30 isn't going anywhere anyway

Chairn

obviously, mixing people from 15 to 30 isn't going anywhere anyway

idk, actually i think after 20, the age difference doesnt matter that much

Overlord

idk, actually i think after 20, the age difference doesnt matter that much

i would say up to 15 years

Overlord

btw it's all fun and games talking here, but bet if we met irl it would be just awkward silence

I think some People would talk and most People would be silent As their spoken english is about 20% what their written english is

Chairn

obviously, mixing people from 15 to 30 isn't going anywhere anyway

you would be surprised. Where I study ages go from 18 to +60, 10 years isn't THAT much

Ama

I think some People would talk and most People would be silent As their spoken english is about 20% what their written english is

is this personal attack?! (cries in unintelligible english)

Ama

I think some People would talk and most People would be silent As their spoken english is about 20% what their written english is

facts

Ryozuki

i would say up to 15 years

idk, at previous work everyone was older than me by 10 years and another guy by 22, felt a bit like uncle but we still send each other memes

Its just pretty much what I know from when I was younger and didnt speak 4 languages I was always afraid of being jugded

weird flex

still, U guys are a helpful bunch, wonder if it's because it's a small community, or the randomness of characters

everyone around here https://www.reddit.com/r/BikiniBottomTwitter/comments/1177bbq/working_from_home/

r/BikiniBottomTwitter - Working from home

12,820 votes and 124 comments so far on Reddit

no really that random... I've noticed a BIG part of the commity is somewhat involved with code

what code? didnt U hear c++ ruins people?

21:23

sounds like Terry A. Davis all over again

ANd here we are

in my defense, i only ever programemd a simple macro, that moves mouse and presses button

21:23

so dont lump me in the bag with YOU PEOPLE (edited)

well, you touched code didn't you?

yea, but it didnt touch me, like it did @Learath2

21:25

I hope we atleast prevented him from getting hella drunk

idk, i don't see getting drunk once in a while THAT bad. next time I'm touching alcohol I'll prollly do it

@Learath2 have you tried icelandic women

? https://www.reddit.com/r/Tinder/comments/1172up3/icelandic_women_can_be_very_direct/

r/Tinder - Icelandic women can be very direct.

14,744 votes and 982 comments so far on Reddit

Devinci

idk, i don't see getting drunk once in a while THAT bad. next time I'm touching alcohol I'll prollly do it

it's healthy to drink a glass of non sweet wine every now and then, but no matter with what U get drunk it's never good for organs :v

true

Chairn

@Learath2 have you tried icelandic women

? https://www.reddit.com/r/Tinder/comments/1172up3/icelandic_women_can_be_very_direct/

I sadly lack the required skillset to hit on women, this is the reason you must not engage with computers and especially C++ in your teens

well, they seems more direct, so you just gotta ask

Learath2

I sadly lack the required skillset to hit on women, this is the reason you must not engage with computers and especially C++ in your teens

You dont hit on them . You just hit them

Learath2

I sadly lack the required skillset to hit on women, this is the reason you must not engage with computers and especially C++ in your teens

just use any blunt object, like U would normally

When they wake up 30 seconds later you are done anyways

Ama

You dont hit on them . You just hit them

Sadly I don't fit in with the womenhater crowd either. I'm just a factory defect

Icelandic people kinda not fun, a lot of them speak english but don't want to speak english with tourists

Ama

When they wake up 30 seconds later you are done anyways

problems only start, when U're so ugly they actually remember Ur face :/

Alexander

Icelandic people kinda not fun, a lot of them speak english but don't want to speak english with tourists

Seems like france

Learath2

Sadly I don't fit in with the womenhater crowd either. I'm just a factory defect

was it woman hate crowd? not play on words crowd?

Also depressed people cause no sun

and smelly water, cause sulfur

Haven't been there, just know someone who now lives there

Learath2

Sadly I don't fit in with the womenhater crowd either. I'm just a factory defect

stop pushing yourself down. Self deprecation doesn't help

yea, he can hate on women like anyone else!

Learath2

Sadly I don't fit in with the womenhater crowd either. I'm just a factory defect

I mean you can programm might not be that far from mixing some ghb

21:33

sorry for the influx of pictures with words on them* (edited)

21:35

has anyone here ever had real therapist?

Ama

I mean you can programm might not be that far from mixing some ghb

ghb into my own drink so I can sleep life off

xDDD

Ryozuki

Click to see attachment 🖼️

achshually goals

Learath2

ghb into my own drink so I can sleep life off

what did U do for fun in the past?

Overlord

has anyone here ever had real therapist?

depends what you call therapist

21:38

@Learath2 did you try looking and laughing at other dumb people? Quite helpful imo

21:38

https://www.reddit.com/r/IdiotsInCars/ is a good start

r/IdiotsInCars

Overlord

what did U do for fun in the past?

I used to play games until I understood the prime directive of life, everything except the pursuit of an SO is pointless

Chairn

@Learath2 did you try looking and laughing at other dumb people? Quite helpful imo

I find it hard to laugh at people I consider dumb. most of the time I just get angry

well, at least you're not angry at you anymore

5Head (edited)

Chairn

depends what you call therapist

a certified guy to prescribe "head drugs"

Learath2

I used to play games until I understood the prime directive of life, everything except the pursuit of an SO is pointless

ok anything else?

Overlord

a certified guy to prescribe "head drugs"

then that's not a therapist, that's a doctor

no, atleast where i live therapist can perscribe those, along with doctor's not to not attend work, i think U think more of somone like counsellor who is enterierly useless

Learath2

I used to play games until I understood the prime directive of life, everything except the pursuit of an SO is pointless

what U gonna do once U acquire SO? since U dont have any hobbies and do nothing for fun or urself, i think it might lead to trouble

Overlord

what U gonna do once U acquire SO? since U dont have any hobbies and do nothing for fun or urself, i think it might lead to trouble

I have hobbies, I just don't derive any fun from them anymore, there is a difference

Overlord

no, atleast where i live therapist can perscribe those, along with doctor's not to not attend work, i think U think more of somone like counsellor who is enterierly useless

A psychiatrist can prescribe drugs, a psychologist/therapist cant

a pursuit outside one's regular occupation engaged in especially for relaxation ~~ defitnion Anyway, as somone who observed my sister's relationship through 5 year long period, with a boy who was not depressed but did nothing interesting just worked, ate, slept, sometimes played, it did lead to frustration and breakup, and now that im talking with her, the main problems are that despite living together for so long, she didn't know anything about what he liked, he didnt do anything interesting on his own, she had to come up with everything and felt like GF and mother at same time

Learath2

A psychiatrist can prescribe drugs, a psychologist/therapist cant

over here in trolland, both can do that

Learath2

A psychiatrist can prescribe drugs, a psychologist/therapist cant

psychologist is for milder cases, but that doesnt change his ability to prescribe stuff

trolland is weird

how else would it be trolland? if it was normal

Overlord

no, atleast where i live therapist can perscribe those, along with doctor's not to not attend work, i think U think more of somone like counsellor who is enterierly useless

well, in France, if the person can prescribes drugs, he's a doctor (psychiatrist) otherwise just a psychologist or any other denomination

21:46

did you try rioting?

imagine rioting, no U dont riot here, U just say how bad it is and do nothing about it, while they fuck U in the ass, sometimes go to another country to work, then comeback because trolland syndrome (same as stockholm one)

Chairn

@Learath2 did you try looking and laughing at other dumb people? Quite helpful imo

It is fun, not very helpful though, I still hate existence with a passion

but you do forget it for a few minutes, no?

Chairn

did you try rioting?

1

Chairn

but you do forget it for a few minutes, no?

I guess, but that doesn't make getting up in the morning any easier

Learath2

It is fun, not very helpful though, I still hate existence with a passion

you just need dopamine, laughing releases dopamine

dopamine is temporal tho

have you consulted a doctor?

Chairn

you just need dopamine, laughing releases dopamine

less and less of it though, your laughs feel more and more empty

@Learath2 forced laughter, nor trying to trick urself that U're happy that U breathe, nor forced smiling will help (atleast didnt help me)

forced laughter can help

Chairn

forced laughter can help

i felt even worse after it, knowing full well that it's not real and im just trying to trick myself

that's the thing, if you do it correctly, it releases dopamine and it's not a trick anymore

what can i say...

21:52

it's just two sides of same coin

21:53

and just like izanagi said, all depends on perspective

Chairn

have you consulted a doctor?

I did once upon a time, it's not as effective as people make it out to be

I sometimes get so high i cant stop laughing and I start laugh crying and I dont know if im crying or laughing at the end

Learath2

I did once upon a time, it's not as effective as people make it out to be

for extended period or just one visit

Just one, SSRI's are just creepy, I can't live with that much serotonin floating around

21:55

SSRI?

yea... i gotta say they're scary, my dog was taking them for 2-3 months, i wouldnt let anyone give me that (as long as im not bound)

21:55

i like my suffering raw

did the doctor prescribe you any drug?

Chairn

SSRI?

basically, the little happines U get, they recycle it

21:55

and recycle and recycle

Chairn

did the doctor prescribe you any drug?

an SSRI yes

funniest thing is first 2-3 weeks of taking them make people feel even worse

okay, i had that drug for like a whole year

21:56

or 2

i like my suffering RAW

how long did you take it?

21:56

did you see a therapist in the mean time?

21:57

drug itself is just a helper, you still need to do part of the work

U know what guys, learath ran away, but i really do want to understand, so i will start learning c++ starting tomorrow

I'm playing league of legends with my dear friends to stave off the pain of existance

sounds like fun to me

22:11

still wont change my mind, c++ it is, gonna finally get past hello world

Learath2

I'm playing league of legends with my dear friends to stave off the pain of existance

Im on a 18h bus ride to germany just waiting for the next stop to pop a xani and go to sleep

couldnt sleep with strangers in a bus

Overlord

still wont change my mind, c++ it is, gonna finally get past hello world

do you want to die a lonely death?

no, but i do want to reverse engineer certain applications that are no longer in use

22:26

so why pay somone, if i could do it myself (in 5-50 years ) and i think low level languages would be the best start

22:26

also i already went half bald and look terrible, so it's either going full bald and getting muscles, or being rich to find anyone...

Overlord

no, but i do want to reverse engineer certain applications that are no longer in use

Ask chatgpt to do it

to do what? also i dont think that would be any fun, nor satysfying

22:30

+ i really want to know if, a skill could give somone depression, hard to believe

Im joking

22:30

Premature ejaculation is a skill that can lead to depression

U can train Ur PC muscle tho, it apparently helps

No idea dont have that problem .

U can have, as everything in the world it can go both ways :-v