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Between 2023-01-05 00:00:00Z and 2023-01-06 00:00:00Z
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Doing a tiny project, where I make a tiny animated tid-bit daily.
poggers 3
heartw 3
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Voxel
Doing a tiny project, where I make a tiny animated tid-bit daily.
when uwu?
05:45
Next tid-bit tommorow!
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texnonik
when uwu?
wait i misread that (edited)
05:52
i do not want to make an uwu mograph yet ...
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embrace it
06:04
its too late
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embrace the kitty..
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Voxel
Next tid-bit tommorow!
No today , you sayd everyday . Today is 5th jaonary
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be patient
06:24
jaouis
jaouis 1
poggers 1
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texnonik
No today , you sayd everyday . Today is 5th jaonary
no proof
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Broso56
no proof
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@Lumpy ◐ω◑ Hello my C - E - O. What whould yo chicken ass to see first. Profiles(mix of ddnet profile and something own) or... idk maybe possibilty to write a review about ur teammates, who's dumb and who's mvp
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MilkeeyCat
@Lumpy ◐ω◑ Hello my C - E - O. What whould yo chicken ass to see first. Profiles(mix of ddnet profile and something own) or... idk maybe possibilty to write a review about ur teammates, who's dumb and who's mvp
Lumpy ◐ω◑ 2023-01-05 09:21:54Z
my chicken ass would like to see profiles bluekitty
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@Ryozuki Ryzen 7k 3d in February
09:42
Nice
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cyberFighter
at least dummy players can fuck something
Good one
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Maybe time for an upgrade
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Voxel
Doing a tiny project, where I make a tiny animated tid-bit daily.
finally gonna have twinbop ass animated
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Pgashpg
here is with chat
hes right tho xd
13:52
what the matter to get your dummy first
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addressed to every known dummy player xd
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cyberFighter
finally gonna have twinbop ass animated
shut up
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@Lumpy ◐ω◑ xD (edited)
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MilkeeyCat
@Lumpy ◐ω◑ xD (edited)
Lumpy ◐ω◑ 2023-01-05 16:03:38Z
greenthing S tier
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u wanted to see how cool you are
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Lumpy ◐ω◑ 2023-01-05 16:04:22Z
turns out im very cool
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i wanted to show a tee for each tier
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Voxel
shut up
No
16:06
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MilkeeyCat
@Lumpy ◐ω◑ xD (edited)
Lumpy ◐ω◑ 2023-01-05 16:06:36Z
would be nice to see points, reviews, and current open runs, not only last greenthing
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cyberFighter
No
@Hirainri
16:07
WTF
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Voxel
@Hirainri
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Lumpy ◐ω◑
would be nice to see points, reviews, and current open runs, not only last greenthing
Ok mr chkn
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MilkeeyCat
@Lumpy ◐ω◑ xD (edited)
This looks cool af poggers2, i still dont get the point of doing maps on local server, but still coolpoggers2
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This looks cool af poggers2, i still dont get the point of doing maps on local server, but still coolpoggers2
If i finish it, i will host all this shit
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Lumpy ◐ω◑ 2023-01-05 16:36:52Z
DDCat > DDNet
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MilkeeyCat
If i finish it, i will host all this shit
I mean you have to farm points again, it will result in another servers cluster like ddrock or ddspeed or smth like that. It will be much better than them but they at least get some audience with their unique mapsjustatest
16:38
Maybe you can get along with ddnet devs and make some kind of integration troll
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I mean you have to farm points again, it will result in another servers cluster like ddrock or ddspeed or smth like that. It will be much better than them but they at least get some audience with their unique mapsjustatest
I can just get db with finishes (edited)
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I mean you have to farm points again, it will result in another servers cluster like ddrock or ddspeed or smth like that. It will be much better than them but they at least get some audience with their unique mapsjustatest
I think this stuff will be interesting only if somebody would like to make some events
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MilkeeyCat
I think this stuff will be interesting only if somebody would like to make some events
Yeah that what i thought of as well, automated server whitelist with passwords and stuff, it will give some ddos protection opportunities as well, sounds great
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greenthing
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Oh. Just remebered i didnt implement event feature (edited)
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gerdoe
hes right tho xd
they are so random i know what my dummy is going to do when i hammer him
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Guys, for some reason i when someone asks a question i have to think a bit longer than others
20:43
Other people answer immediately
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And i have to think longer
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I am talking about simple questions
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Which are more about taking a fact from your memory
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Than actual thinking
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just change Ur neuron pathways, to access information faster
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I can't create faster neural pathways for everything i know
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I don't even know how much i know
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Like
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I would be able to go through every information i know
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And every memory
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But that's not how it works
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Most of the time when i forget something it doesn't feel like i actually don't know the answer, i just couldn't find it in my brain
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ok i will explain some concept with paint
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It's quite interesting how the brain works
20:51
i hope this explains everything
20:52
that will be 200$
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Overlord
Click to see attachment 🖼️
Lol
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but yeah, as the picture depicts, even if U have certain information block, there are different pathways to it, and human brain is the laziest thing known to itself, so it always tries the easy way
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The brain isn't lazy
20:54
I am lazy
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it is, because it conserves energy, believe me it's extremely lazy
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if there's easy way out brain will choose it and protest against other options that's why U have so many people whom cant handle stress and other "made up" things
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imagine this situation: You want to learn something new, but U also see some video on youtube that hits Ur interests (lets say it's some speedrun of a map that U really like on ddnet) the chance for U to click on that is massive
20:56
people often claim they're tired, yet they can "passively" watch tv shows
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That's exactly what happens to me
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i for example, am consious about the fact, that my current situation wont last forever, and if i dont do something about it in advance, i will have to struggle
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yet unconsiously i am aware that "we're winning" and why change anything if "we're winning"
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Doing "interesting" stuff sometimes mentally hurts and watching youtube seems like a much better option
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yeah, especially if U want ot learn/remember anything U read up on
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I wanted to play portal mel stories
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But for some reason
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It just mentally hurts
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It's not even boring
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It's worse than that
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It's a totally different type of boredom than a boring lesson or something
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i kinda get it, for example when im at work i think about playing X game
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even can come up with some build in spare time or what i want to do in that game
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then i come home and no game i launch will satisfy me, and will be turned off in less than 15 min, and if i force myself i wont enjoy it either
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For me it's like 15 seconds
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have U considered the fact that U might have ruined Ur attention span?
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But
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Sometimes
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I think about clicking of a youtube video
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Because of an ad
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Lol
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Like imagine waiting a few seconds for a video
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well i can only speak for myself, but sometimes when im emotionally overwhelmed, because something stupid happend not even to me but in a video/movie i start switching tabs, and checking different things (like all messaging apps i have)
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and so on, this is one of the reasons im here right now
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Lately i was playing ddnet and my internet was extremely bad
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And i got so annoyed
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I thought i was going to cry
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Sometimes i get annoyed by very stupid stuff
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Like an item being 1mm out of place
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i deleted ddnet from my pc ( only keeping old version that barerly works on current servers, and on some it doesnt even connect) because it was my favorite easy to launch "Easy to quit" type of game "if U dont know what to do just launch the game U acn quit any time"
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and i often joined and quit servers for literaly 40-50 mins
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pilonpl
Like an item being 1mm out of place
sounds a bit like ocd, if the annoyance is big
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It's very strong
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But it doesn't happen that often
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if U're not an adult get checked, if U're an adult get checked (yep same message) often it help people to just know they do have ocd and then they catch themselves
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on these
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I also don't like when knifes are facing in my direction
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But that's normal i think lol
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still all in Ur head, but even if U're aware of these, subconsiousness is stronger than consious mind (however U spell that i cant be bothered to check because im laziest of bastards)
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pilonpl
I also don't like when knifes are facing in my direction
i have days, where i feel like everything's too close to my eyes (especially tree branches or other thin stuff)
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Overlord
i have days, where i feel like everything's too close to my eyes (especially tree branches or other thin stuff)
YES
21:11
Exactly
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cant help U with that one, i never consulted anyone about it, didnt even think other people have this problem xD
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And i think that's the reason why i don't like when knifes are facing in my direction
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maybe, but who knows, better to be careful with sharp stuff, humans are extremely weak
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I don't like knifes in general because it's too easy to kill yourself or someone else with them
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then U should start fearing hairdressers
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their scissors are extremely sharp
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and right next to Ur neck :v
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I trust other people
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But i don't trust myself
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U should swap that
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but U will probably end with " i dont trust other people nor myself"
21:15
That sounds better
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dont trust people in poland
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Btw, do other people also "feel" when their hands are dirty?
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Like
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I can almost feel all these viruses
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And stuff
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That could be on my hands
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yeah no, that's OCD for sure
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I know about ocd
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But
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U can feel Ur hands be dirty, when Ur skin feels "unfamiliar" or they literary are dirty
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btw dont spiral into phobia
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when U start overthinking how bacterias and viruses are everywhere U wont be able to live normally
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I could have like a very minor case of ocd i guess
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For me it's just like a signal that i should wash my hands
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ok but, if U wash it, it's not really clean
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But it feels like it is clean
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depends where U wash it too
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if that gives U peace of mind, then keep at it
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It's totally a psychological effect i think
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But a very useful one
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At least i keep my hands clean
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unless U are ever lost in a forest or some place without running water
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then U might go crazy xd
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What's the chance of something like that happening
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depends on individual
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but there can be time city water gets dirty too
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or just pipes at Ur home after U came from 5 day holidays
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but overall it's pretty easy to live these days
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I mean it is easily possible
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there's a place where water is everywhere
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anywhere where snow keeps all year long
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:v
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It's not very useful
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But sure
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instead of wasting time here with me
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U go do Ur thing!
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Sleeping?
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noooo
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Sometimes
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the other thing, the one people do under the sheets so god doesnt see
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When i am trying to sleep
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My brain just generates images lol
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Related to what i've been doing throughout the day
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And it's super annoying
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dont do that then
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I can't sleep because of that
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its Ur brain, not somebody's else
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tho it's good to quickly thing abotu what happend in the day, helps retain memory
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Idk if imagining ddnet
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Is the most useful thing in the world
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well when i used to play some games 10-14h a day
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i also kept dreaming it up
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I am not talking about dreams
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Dreams are ok
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i know
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U talk about the time where U lie in bed before sleeping
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i just said, that if U focus on something for long period of times
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Ur brain will take note of it
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I literally couldn't sleep until like 2am once
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many times i couldnt sleep entire night, the more U want to sleep the less likely its to happen
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probably works same in Ur case
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anyway, imo get professional help not some random guy on internet with anime profile picture
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that's what U have Ur free doctor for
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U could talk to them about it (tho knowing from my experience, my doc is not somone i would talk to about those)
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Very simple solution
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Would be to
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Not watch yt before sleep
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Because
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wow giphy has 0 pixels
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I watched a horror game before sleep
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And thinking about scary stuff before sleeping isn't Ideal
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now U're nitpicking certain cases
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U gotta focus on the overall thing, not single case
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It was exactly the same when i watched matrix
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My brain just kept imagining crazy scenarios
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With people i know irl
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And saving them
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stop splitting Urself from the brain
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U are the brain
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controling a nervous system with skeleton meatbag
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if U do lobotomy, U're no longer urself
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I am the brain but it doesn't help really
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Because I didn't design the brain
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so what, U didnt design discord either, but there's no issue using it
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It's not like i can control everything
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ok imagine, application where U could control everything, U accidentaly stop the heartbeating function
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I don't even know if i control my own thoughts
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and boom it crashes
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Like what am i doing when i am thinking
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Idk, thoughts just appear
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seek professional help them (they're not really professionals, just reverse engineers for humans)
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But this is completely normal
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I think
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if U cant control Ur thoughts at all, it's not normal
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it's normal to have weird random thought from time to time
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but if U think it's not U thinking, then m8 it's a problem
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You just don't understand
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Like i feel like my thoughts are actually mine most of the time
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But idk how i created them
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from muscle memory
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U focus on thinking and it happens
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it works exactly the same
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as when U have typed a password 1000 times
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but when somone asks U what's Ur pc password
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and it's something like mg8943sd!
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U cant say it, but can type it
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when U were very very smoll
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like really really smoll U learned that
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but U cant remember it
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Thoughts are just weird
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I don't even know why i am thinking in any language at all
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Languages aren't very precise
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But also sometimes it's hard to describe your thoughts
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So actually it's not like you are always using a language to think
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Wtf
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U dont always think using a language, and most of the time U dont think before speaking if U're fluent in the language ( dont translate it from mothertongue to english for example)
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U're acting, utilising Ur muscles, U dont think i want to lift my hand, U lift UR hand
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think of it like a windows pc
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U're a User, despite owning machine
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to not hurt urself too much
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else U could constrict Ur muscles so hard that U break Ur own bones
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Learning languages is Also interesting
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It's hard to learn a language by learning the rules
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But just by watching youtube in that language
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You can become extremely good
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good with no understanding of how it actually is structruized and if U do speak it properly it's only because instinctively it sounds "right"
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yes best way to learn a langauge is to be surrounded by it
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I think learning the rules is only an addition
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To the actual learning process
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So you can learn faster
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Basically
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2 years ago i didn't know much English
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But i started watching youtube
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With subtitles at first
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And i couldn't understand everything
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But later i became better
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At understanding
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Because writing is a bit more complicated
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You have to write to learn writing
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I am probably still not perfect
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bruh, if U had 0 english experience before watching youtube with subtitles this is a story i wont be able to believe
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it's like setting subtitles to finnish, and watching some guy play counter strike
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But just not much
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U would have to check every word
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I mean
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Not really
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But in practice yes
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how do U differenate what the speaker is talking about, when he's showing a basketball and talking about "kopfschmerzen"
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it's only doable once U have some basics, then yep setting a game U know inside out to foreign language is wonderful way to learn it
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many people learn languages by playing Skyrim
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Knowing basics is the most efficient way
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Irl as a baby you just learn without any prior knowledge
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So i guess it should be technically possible online too
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as a baby U learn and i takes years, adults often think babies learn faster but it's actually opposite
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it's just kids are not scared of making mistakes
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which is a thing that often plagues adults
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Ofc in practice you definitely want to know basics
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But actually not much is needed
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aight im going to sleep
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U should probably too, if it takes U so much time
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good night 👋
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I like sleeping but also i don't like waking up
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i also recommend daily routine, body and mind alike like it apparently
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nobody likes it when free trial of death ends
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Sleep just confirms that you shouldn't be afraid of death
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