Learath2
I've done enough talking with random people on the internet. I probably need some level of professional help 
here the escape plan since you dont want to cooperate:
1. Accept you a loser
2. Accept that all the people around you are losers too
3. Be ready to always start a revolution
4. Always remember, the only thing you can lose is a life as a loser
If you think your life is useless. Look what makes you happy.
If you think your are too bad for the stuff you want to achieve. Losing your useless life doesn't make you better. It will only shorten the time you can try.
If you feel overwhelmed by other people, remember 2.. We are all losers just like you are.
Accept that human kind is nothing special, we are small pieces of shit in an almost endless universe.
So while you are just depressed about your useless bad life, your death will be just as useless. Your success is also useless, you will die anyway. Others will do so too. So no matter what you do, you are useless.
I hope you are more depressed now, because I am not a professional. I am a loser, just like you ; )
so STOP depression and start a fucking revolution
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but alcohol is quite deadly actually
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i wanna dress more vividly but idk where to buy/what to buy
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