Ok, even through i sound like a complet jerk now, you would prefere to see your mother die because you are tired of giving proofes? dude wtf, this is internet here, i could tell i am a Nigerian Prince and i want to transfer you 20.000.000 dollars... not mentioning that gofundme is like your biggest chance to actually recieve help, thats just wtf... dont get me wrong, i wish no one to loose a parent in any way it could happen, but that sounds completly spanish...